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One day i woke up,
it was cold and it was dark.
Where's sunshine?
Where are all the flowers?
What happened?
Im so weak,
where are all my powers?


I felt so sick,
i felt so bad.
I was so .....

If i had the choice between life and death,
honestly I would be dead.
My birth was a mistake,
but my life I can't take.
If my life I would end,
then my friends to death I would send.
Now hea .....

Oh dear, tell me
What is Love?
Why doesn't it let me be?
Someone once told,
that love has a color
and is made of gold.
If i fall in Love,
is my soul sold?

Oh dear, tell me
What is L .....

My darling,



Autumn's already here,

Although summer is not over yet,

But the wind is cold and the sun is low,

And you are not here,

So please come home.



My darling,


.....

I just need some time
to think straight once,
just leave me alone,
I need time in my own space,
thinking back to the past,
when my momma used to hold me.
Why didn't you told me,
To have love, .....

In sorrow I wonder,
of what will I do?
I sit here and ponder.
What happened to you?

A mask not so fitting.
Your stories not true?
So clever, so witty..
Was none of it you?

Rainy night was .....

Those eyes, that keep everything bundled inside, wishing that everything's gonna be alright,
all I really wanted was to see you smile, my dedication, my hesitation, I'm no longer blind,
cause you'r .....

Am I alone now,
am broken inside.
Why did you do this?
Am I nothing to you?

I was afraid of it,
that I might lose you.
Now I know, I lost the boy
to the coldest world.

You have been sweete .....

Have you ever think about,
what your doing to them..?
How your word hurts,
have you no shame..?

We all take it in difference ways,
some may defend, some may cry.
Wanna know, what they do or tr .....

I have been hurt sense i got sisters
nobody really understands,
what i go through everyday.
I cry to sleep every night.

You dont see my hurt yet,
cuz i never show it.
Letting you think am alr .....

Just be quiet and go to sleep
I can’t sleep
Why not?
I’m in pain
What?
I got a broken heart, man
Bullshit
I do
What happened?
I was set up
Double-crossed
Betrayed by the woman I love
.....

I think about you all the time
You're always in my head
I reread every text you send
And remember what you said

I'm always here for you
Every hour or the day
I'll never let you down
Or hu .....

I wish you knew the way I felt
Everytime I looked at you
I wish you knew my heart worlds melt
When I thought me and you
I wish you knew the pain you cause
When you chose to love someone new
I .....

she is beautiful as an angel
Her hair slips like flowers
If he comes to me then boner
When I think how cute you are
And I'll bring you the food to bed and
You're like a day
you're the most beaut .....

I've decided to take destiny into my own hands
You probably can't understand but for me life is bland
And I have this constant hollow feeling
Days are cold, dark and filled with sorrow
Raining cl .....

I'we lived in shadows,
all my life.
I'we waited light,
to shine so bright.

To cast the veil,
from my dark life.
And lift me up,
to see the light.

I might seem cruel.
And out of mind.
I m .....

Some days I wonder.
Some days I see.
It all becomes,
so clear to me.

That it was meant.
For you to see.
How your existence,
follows me.

When I am breathing.
Or when I sleep.
I see your .....

You meet a stranger on the street.
You shake their hand, you show your teeth.
They ask your name and where you sleep.
They take your bed, while you can weep.

You ask, why friend, what have you d .....

Nature is most beautiful place,
where you can sit or slice.
You can watch birds singing
and how water flowing.

Maybe you can see some animals,
some rabbits, bears and deers
or even see creatu .....

The artist does not himself necessarily agree with the opinions and beliefs expressed in the following text. Any and/or all statements regarding truth, reality, God, etc should be viewed as narrative .....

I wanna die
I wanna cry
cuz I'm nothing anymore.
None want me here.

Just save me from this pain,
I don't have anywhere to go,
just leave me alone,
none don't want me here.

I wanna cry
I w .....

I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way

As I sit and m .....

In mirrors,
you only see the past.
Relfection of your youth
your PseudoSelf

The only truth is invisible
in front of your eyezzz...
It may be forever hidden.
You're the one to reveal it to .....

Aphrodisiac, silent
yet subtle.
Powerful vibrations of inner warmth
disrupts the reality.
Soft colours of just a touch,
connected by the roots of
eternity

A journey in to the abyss
from what .....

I have a brother
and sister.
I have a mum
and dad.

Who I love the most,
is it a ghost or thoust?
Is it bigger
or smaller?

Who is here,
when I'm crying?
My bro is there,
when I'm trying .....

My best brother,
who dares,
but I don't care,
what that is.

I don't care,
if he drinks.
I don't dare,
him, what to do.

He's always sleepy,
but never hungry.
He has a girlfriend
and go .....

Okay, let me be
Let me be honest whit you all
Let me tell you what lives inside my soul
Yes this is why i write this song
For it to be my last help call

I never loved anyone
I never did
I ju .....

That place, that I know
That place, that I yearn
Thats where I stand, where dread becomes sand
Where even blind can see, that its beautiful land.

Janek V. 22082016

kindness of his hands

gently stroking my shoulders

yet I don't seek him

noone claims to know her

wearing his soul on her lips

not in her heart, oh

clear your mind and heart

he said, unravelling me

as I rose in love

mittens in the snow

ghost of the bridge between us

have we settled down?

heavy lashes, tears

on your neck, why do I mind?

claws drawing red lines

the moon within us

breaking its rules to keep me

thankful for the night

You can hold me
But You can`t fold me
You can mould me
But You can`t foretell me.

-Janek V. 26122011

I wonder, where We belong...
To stars, which are long burnt out...
Or to ground, which waits another round...
Yep, I still wonder, if earth is still round.

I know, after I descend into ground
.....

With Your green eyes,
Take a look inside My eyes,
and tell me
that I wasn`t, just another second prize.

Though, it won`t be much of a suprise,
cause You still couldn`t manage
to throw away Yo .....

I saw in dream, that We were clean,
all the troubles disappeared
We kissed, we hugged
I did cry of joy and smile
That`s what I wish for christmas and for life

I so much miss You all,
Would li .....

Sweet, You can be so sweet,
Is there anyone sweeter, than You?
Show me more of that
I wanna feel more,
This pain is not enough for me,
I like pain, like to be used and swept floor with
Oh, ho .....

Just got a freakin` nightmare,
It sure hurts, as hell,
Its just 3 a.m
Oh hell!

With this crazy night as well
can sign myself, to the hospitel!
Or maybe, I`m about to find
an sacred well!

.....

Ruined by stupidity,
Wounded by Love,
Blinded by ego,
Betrayed by her,
Forged by fate,
Forgotten by time
Forgiven by truth

- Janek V.

Once in a while,
its hard to breath.
The queen of Spades plays me,
with my mind at stake.

Then I try to count to zillion,
until I fall a sleep.
Stumbling through those awful dreams
until e .....

I´ve been naked before You,
Multiple times...
No, I´m not thinking just stripped,
I mean real naked, like fears, hopes, all the things I´ve never told anyone before...
You knew me best, and Y .....

Dreaming, screaming so relieving,
Being, seeing so arousing,
Walking, talking so amusing,
Smiling, wailing so opposing,
Touching, leaning so securing
Kissing, cuddling leads to meaning.

-Jane .....

I hear someone is desperate,
desperate for more,
desperate for something that don`t serve anymore.

I´m too, desperate for something
something for more.
something myself don´t know anymore. .....

When you sit in your dark, silent room,
thinking you've failed everyone around you.
You may lose the light which guides you home,
or the person who gives you what you know.

How do you manage .....

On the jorney of sacred path,
I met the mighty wraith.
So I turned down to saints and angels,
to accepted the life of deepest depths.

There`s world of the greatest growth,
There`s Love, which .....

You try to hide, You try so hard
You change Your face, You change Your site
You run wildly, smiling here and there
But underneath, You know, You cry. ( I know!)(regret?)(despair?)

I do pity You .....

I once fell into a trap,
It was neat and sweet,
It held me tight
and with every sole heartbeat
It took my heart.

Many walked by,
while whispering- its really bittersweet.
I refused to listen .....

Kick and punch,
push and press,
everything that don´t impress.
So only then can be success! -Janek V

If you try to steal me, then you might get to feel me
When trying to unravel me, you ought to follow me.
So? Did you get scared already?
Took just one step and stepped all three back...

Thats th .....

And motion was set,
it started out as sunset.
Boulevards were wet,
and laughter was met.

I saw sky went clear,
and it was all there!
Before that day,
it was like in King Lear`s play. - Jan .....

It was not so long time ago,
when my sky did shed its skin.
World collapsed and crushed everything I held so dear,
I did felt, that end was near.

Anger goes its own way, and probably this sadn .....

When You`re gone,
the house seems cold and empty
Only echoes of your voice are bouncing between walls

I`m sitting by the fire place
You asked to lit
I did it, but You ran
and weren`t warmed u .....

Please hug me, like You`ve never hugged anyone before
Please kiss me, like You kissed me months ago
Please look at me, like You`re drowning in my eyes,
Please be close to me, like an Angel on my a .....

I want to rhyme, i need my wine
I want to strive, i need my lie
I want to shine, i need my time
I want to Love, i need my bride

-Janek V.

Tame me, try to entertain me!
Lie me, try to explain me!
Allow me, try to say "No" to me!
Love me, try never come back to me!
Name me, ever can`t blame You!
Shame me, usually vainly!
.....

I hate the categories like
Something’s wrong and something’s right
I don’t know neither law nor moral
Don’t go by bible or by choral.
I want the life to be in flower,
To „carpe diem“ .....

I'm out of breath, I just ran to the station
hope I don't catch my death of cold
Hell yeah, just great I was here right on time
the train is late and I'm on hold
and I wonder should I wait here .....

Don't say a word
I've heard all of your stories
don't say a word
let us be
 
Don't utter a line
before I say good morning
your words are'nt
overwhelming me
 
Don't try to make me lau .....

When I first saw you in that restaurant
Thought you were acting pretty arrogant
I didn’t find you first that elegant
But it was very soon irrelevant
 
Cause I don’t want to be a lady
I thi .....

I’m not the one who easily forgets
Don’t know you much but figure neither you
Of course it somehow happens step by step
But hits you then again out of the blue

Still think about that ver .....

I should have known
that you are over me
I should have known
that you are not my friend
I should have known
that I'm a wanna-be
who's never, never
giving up till the end

I should have know .....

It's your birthday, Daddy,
And you're still sleepy,
But at the same time awake
To receive my congratulation.

It's your birthday, Daddy,
And you're still grumpy,
But at the same time .....

Don't fade away,
Because I want to go out with you,
And steal your heart,
To feel the beating.

Don't fade away,
Because I want to go out with you,
And hold your hand,
To feel its warmth.
.....

You are so yesterday for me,

Because you did not listen to me,

If I were to tell you that much,

And it makes you deaf.



You are so yesterday for me,

Because you did not wiped my tea .....

You're my first hot sun,

If it is summer outside,

Even if I really hate it.



You're my first red leaf,

If it is autumn outside,

Even if I really hate it.



You're my first .....

The little girl's fingers kept firmly shut on the window sell,

And they repeated: "Don't let go, don't ever let go!"

And she wouldn't let,

She was trying, very trying.


Sh .....

Once upon a time lived a frog and fish
They were friends
Best friends
And they did everything together
Slept
Ate
Swam
Everything
Because they were best friends
Lovely, isn't it?

But th .....

Monster,
My monster,
My lovely monster.
What am I going to do?
What do I do if you eat my brain?
What do I do if you eat my hand?
What do I do if you eat my feet?
What do I do if you say the w .....

I'm just lying here;
I'm just lying here and look at our old photos,
and I feel that I am going to break our love,
because I remember when I was your girl.

I'm just lying here;
I'm just ly .....

Even when waves takes me with them,
I know you'll never stay next to me

you know, I really don't want it, but no
I missed you so much

Even when your voice takes me with you,
I know it'll n .....

My heart beats fast
Here you were at last
One last time
Our final goodbye
I had to make it quick
Even though we've already been through this
My hand warm on the back of your neck
Foreh .....

I wish I could tell you face to face
But my notebook is the only place
To freely let my feelings flow
And not worry about just letting go
I can tell of my crush on these pages
Without any r .....

Love cuts deeper than any blade

Like a flower
Every rose has its thorn
The danger
And the pain
When your torn
The thorn
Tatters
All up your arms
And leaves grazes
On your forwar .....

The ghosts are out in force tonight
yessir
silent convergence on midnight
yessir

the closes and kirks are empty
the foot of the mile is still
the Holy Rood has taken to ground
wraiths .....

There was a silence there, and darkness,
but no one was afraid

Then a rustle bloomed in gloom, breath
upon a young boy's face

Tender grip laid on his wrist. Into his
hand a box, a secr .....

Watching all the stars in the evening skies above
Just remembering the story of our love
But I swear I´ll love you forever
Love came back to me but then it faded away
Faded into the shadows .....

So much love
we use to hold
but he put out the fire
and left me cold.
He took his love
gave it away
when all I wanted
was for him to stay.
I tried to move on
with someone new
what .....

In your eyes I see my heart beating
In your mouth I see my love breathing
In your ears I whisper my joys
Upon your chest you feel my cries
Is this how you saw us in the future
Torn apart whe .....

I wanna smoke a cigarette with flavor
And hope that death will do me a favor.
I wanna drink vodka from a bottle
And watch the ceiling at a motel.
Wanna listen to that song over and over,
W .....

I want to touch you, but I am afraid that you go broke,
When I say I love you, I will do it well.
I'd like to talk to you and I'm talking about you're the best thing that ever happened to me, the .....

I know that we are spending our last hours together,
But neither of us do not recognize it
Your touches, they are speechless to me, but I'm drunk of them,
Although I would not want to, but I will .....

Sometimes I'd like to say how much you mean to me's,
But this is impossible if you do not listen to me.
Your voice trembled as in the past,
And a steady supply me with any questions which I c .....

Every day when i think of my life,
the people called "friends" have been stabing me with a knife.

They talk behind me by knowing all but shit,
who's the one i can share my problems w .....

I feel out of place,
There’s room for two in my space.
My heart’s big but still
Your share it will not fill.
You’ve always been missing
No matter who I’ve been kissing.
They’ve been l .....

I have poison in my veins,
I feel it pumping, I’m not the same.
My heart keeps whispering your name
And you can hear it but you’re oceans away.

How do you read my soul?
I thought it was se .....

Time isn't wasted when you're getting wasted,
woke up today and all I could say is:
That party last night was awfully crazy I wish we taped it,
I danced my ass off and had this one girl completel .....

I feel the water floating over my head.
Everything inside me is completely dead.
It's the last time my heart will bleed,
because you were everything I needed!

Eva Pärnits

Here I live, my head on the pillow
and dream of you and me under the willow...
I close my eyes and think of you,
it's all I ever want to do!

Eva Pärnits

Everyone desires to be popular
and the ones that don’t, lie to themselves.
A human by nature wants to please
whoever is around and does so by all means.
Though once caught up in the belief,
th .....

Everything seems to fly me by,
in these days I don’t even try
to go out and make a difference.
I don’t need grades or a job reference.
I dream because I don’t like the reality.
A couple of .....

Everyone in real relationships
Say that they miss being free.
That they love their honies to bits
But single life is good indeed.
You get to be your own boss,
Go do what your heart desires.
Itâ .....

I believe in dreams that can become real,
But they live beside the river of fear.
They are always on the other side
And the river is not narrow, it’s very wide.


It’s not filled with water, .....

You are the one
I hold so dear.
You have become
the one I fear.

You taught me how to cook,
you taught me how to think.
You wrote my life-book
but you didn't paint it pink.

You led me on my way,
.....