ShadowQueen
Järgi
I am 23 years old girl poet, and I love to write poetry about everything, you name it, I'll write. I was just 14 years old, When I discovered my writing for a poetry journey.
Poetry is the clear expression of mixed feelings. It's hard for me to express myself to be heard, but it's easier to put my feelings into expressions and into words, For others to hear and understand me. That's why I am a poetess!
Dragon's Birthday
Today is a special day,
you're a year younger
and much wiser.
Dragon, it's your birthday!
The shiny candles
on a homemade cake.
Gifts are gathered for you
and sparkling drinks on the table
We're here to wish you a happy Birthday
on a unique and heartwarming day!
The ignorance
Draw the heart, and embrace the photo.
Feeling exploited, I burned the pulps.
From matches emerges a forest fire.
Getting scared, the water appears.
Around the jungle arises the river.
Beautiful blossom flower trees and sun,
Turned into cold ashes after hotness as fire.
Now everything is messed up.
I am a mess, an idiot and a loser
I can trust none around us.
Pretty sure his losing affection.
I can't fondness myself, I am embarrassed.
I burned the forest and tore the infatuation.
How can I forgive myself when I hurt them.
The therapist said, take a sapling
and spread the em .....
Without you
I am not feeling well,
cause you cut a piece of me
I feel the ground under me
swallowing me in the hell.
You left me here without you
and I can't cope with it.
Now I bleed internally,
It won't heal mentally.
I hope you're forgiving me
cause I love you so much.
Please rest in peace,
and I will see you soon.
If you want..
I just need some time
to think straight once,
just leave me alone,
I need time in my own space,
thinking back to the past,
when my momma used to hold me.
Why didn't you told me,
To have love,
I have to get hurt,
to go through the pain,
If I want to be loved by others,
I have to change for them,
If I want trust,
I have to give some away.
Why didn't none told me,
If I want love, have to go through the pain,
If I want love, I have to change.
Everyone asking how am I,
I say okay, but isn't what we all say?
I miss the old you,
I wish to have momma,
I wish to be loved,
Why do .....
Am I alone?
Am I alone now,
am broken inside.
Why did you do this?
Am I nothing to you?
I was afraid of it,
that I might lose you.
Now I know, I lost the boy
to the coldest world.
You have been sweetest,
so kind and carrying.
My brightest star,
the goodness hero.
I am still with you,
I will carry through it all,
I won't leave you,
I will love to the end.
Suured muutused
Kõhud ees, peegel ei kõlba,
energiat pole, magus kimputab,
pole riideid ja kleit ei sobi.
Enestunne vaid halveneb.
Meie probleeme näinud,
ulatad abistava käe.
Sina oled aidanud ja hoolinud.
Suuri tulemusi üle pea.
Sa meile suureks eeskujuks,
kes aitab suure südamega.
Langetamisel sa meile toeks,
koos energiatseme sinuga.
Toitumist me muudame,
jookseme kui gasellid.
Sinu ees me särame
ja koos me Rõõmupallid.
Salajased silmad
Salajased silmad,
säravad pimeduses.
Kollamustad juuksed
lehvivad tuultes
Lahkus sul piiritu,
sõpru sul häid,
pole Sa jõuetu.
Nüüd kaitseväes käid.
Mina nüüd igatsen
ja armastust tunnen.
Sinust vaid mõtlen
ja huumorit õhkan.
Tunded kasvavad
ja sees tajun soojust.
Teised vaid aimavad,
Sina jahid helgust.
Kurbuse küsimused
Kas tunned mu valu?
Oled sa mind aidanud
ja mulle toeks olnud?
Oled mind kunagi ültse armastanud?
Ma olen alati olnud üksi.
Keegi ei kuule mu nuttu laulu
ega tunne mu piina valu
kuna sa ei mõista langusi.
Sa pole olnud mu kõrval!
Sa pole mind kordagi aidanud!
Pole sa toeks olnud!
ega mu kõrval mind lohutanud mu halvadel aegadel!
Sa ei toetanud mind mu hobis
kuna sa vihkasid, mida tegin, sest oli kasutu!
Ma alati ignoreerisin sind muusikaga
ja ei lootnud enam su pääle.
Sa ei armastanud mind.
Sa ei hoolinud minust.
Sa ei kaitsenud mind.
Sa ei toetanud mind mu el .....
Why am I all alone?
Why am i alone
and not having none?
Do you even care,
can you see the real me?
I feel inside of me,
am sad all the time,
but you never saw that,
cause i never show it.
Have you seen me down
or heard my cry equing through the walls.
Have you ever helped me with my homeworks,
you told me to leave the music with i was ignoring your anger.
