Kui lubad, siis ei
Need tunded, mida teised ei näe,
see naeratus, mis mind värisema pani,
see hetk, kui hoidsid kinni mu käest
ja see pisut rumal, kuid meievaheline nali.
Su silmades põlev energia
ja kallistused, mis tunduvad kui unes.
Meie kehade kõrgem matemaatika,
mis kui tähtede tants kosmoses.
Ma vahel lihtsalt tahaksin nutta,
sest reaalsusest kaugel kõik näib.
Kuid siiski, mitte midagi muuta
ei taha, kui lubad, siis ei...
Live up to your dreams
Everyone desires to be popular
and the ones that don’t, lie to themselves.
A human by nature wants to please
whoever is around and does so by all means.
Though once caught up in the belief,
that everything around is cheap,
They close their eyes to their destiny,
for their conscious, it’s too big of a mystery,
and life goes on in a shallow pond,
without ever reaching the open sea or beyond.
The individual identity gets cremated,
and that’s how mainstream is created.
Live up to your dreams, not what they expect,
that’s how you’ll earn your self-respect.
Though remember .....
I don't think I'm going crazy...
Everything seems to fly me by,
in these days I don’t even try
to go out and make a difference.
I don’t need grades or a job reference.
I dream because I don’t like the reality.
A couple of times a day I end up in panicking
because of the fear of losing the grip
and leaving on a mental hospital trip.
I don’t think I’m going crazy,
so I don’t need you to save me.
If anything, then I’m finding out
what my life is all about.
This growing up is like shitting bricks,
I haven’t learned these circus tricks.
So if you’ve seen more than me,
I’d learn the lesson happil .....
Faith & Hesitation
Everyone in real relationships
Say that they miss being free.
That they love their honies to bits
But single life is good indeed.
You get to be your own boss,
Go do what your heart desires.
It’s a paradise on Earth cos
Riding solo never expires.
But what if you’ve been strolling alone
Throughout your life, which has been fun
And get thinking, what if your tombstone
Will sit on it’s own when you’re done.
It would be a sad grave
To have your body thrown in
Cos in your life, no-one was as brave
To have you as their virtue and their sin.
I shouldn’t even consider
The river of fear
I believe in dreams that can become real,
But they live beside the river of fear.
They are always on the other side
And the river is not narrow, it’s very wide.
It’s not filled with water,
More like lava only hotter,
Seasoned with tears from the past
And blood from your broken heart.
It doesn’t just take a thick layer of skin,
But understanding, accepting within
Of who you are and then a little bit more
To ever be able to reach the other shore.
Buying a swimsuit is not the first step,
Because the control tap is over the trek.
You must jump in and defeat your ret .....
You are the one
I hold so dear.
You have become
the one I fear.
You taught me how to cook,
you taught me how to think.
You wrote my life-book
but you didn\'t paint it pink.
You led me on my way,
you didn\'t let me fall.
When the world seemed so gray,
you were the one that I could call.
Thanks to you I\'m happy now
and I can understand
that fear and pain and sorrow
with love go hand in hand.
Eva Pärnits— Eva Pärnits