MustMaagia
26-aastane noor naine, kes unistab võimatust ja üritab siin maailmas oma kohta leida.
Disaster
I still remember the days when it all began,
After all, the sun shone.
Yet I remember the days when it all ended,
After all, it was stormy.
I remember what you said,
And how I reacted - I smiled.
I remember clearly how I yelled as you walked away,
it broke something in me - my heart.
I still remember those days so clearly,
So, all of which began and ended for all - a disaster.
Tärn, tärn ehk pealkirjatu
I want to touch you, but I am afraid that you go broke,
When I say I love you, I will do it well.
I'd like to talk to you and I'm talking about you're the best thing that ever happened to me, the way it is.
I'd take you with me fellow,
If I scream that I hate you, then you deserve it.
I'd like to get you to run and hug you,
I will call upon your name and tell you to please.
I'd like to tell you how good you are, what you mean to me's,
If I do that, then please listen to me.
I want you to believe everything I say,
When I am standing in rain - when I cry and wait for you, th .....
Just know that
I know that we are spending our last hours together,
But neither of us do not recognize it
Your touches, they are speechless to me, but I'm drunk of them,
Although I would not want to, I will give up on you.
I know that I can be hidden or too down when I go to the eyes,
However, we both Now we know that we will see again.
All that was and is, after all, at some point disappear,
And my heart beating wildly.
I know that our memories will remain,
Even if all that is currently not want to miss.
Your word says, they make me pretty happy,
But you left unhappy.
Just know that...
Sometimes
Sometimes I'd like to say how much you mean to me,
But this is impossible if you do not listen to me.
Your voice trembled as in the past,
And a steady supply me with any questions which I can't answer.
Sometimes I'd yell at you how much I really love you,
But even this is impossible if you don't believe me.
Just as in the past you cried,
and a steady supply of fear of something in front of me I can't explain.
Sometimes I'd tell you how important your presence is to me,
But it proves to be impossible if you do not talk to me.
Exactly as in the past, you were silent for a momen .....
Sometimes
I know that sometimes I think too loudly,
After all, you heard me.
I know that sometimes I speak too loudly,
After all, I asked you to remain silent.
I know that sometimes I scream,
Then, after all, all of them screamed.
I know that sometimes I feel too loudly,
After all, everyone will ask me not to do so,
But... I love you.
And the only thing I don't know is that if you love me, too.
forbidden story
These words, which he then said
then the next moment all that was swept away.
these moments, which he stored all of me
when the words on my lips were the way to go.
These wishes, which he held
if all that was lost and now I am standing in the rain.
these cries in him, which said only one,
when I did not listen to the raindrops and stupidly gave up.
Those of his beloved, innocent eyes that won me over,
If I no longer lived in darkness and the light was seen.
These three words that came to his lips,
When I just looked and my hand spurged.
.....
Just today
Just today, I can't see you again,
Yesterday you did reached a hand out to me.
Hundredth of snow and my cheeks were red,
You stood and watched me.
Just today, you never call me again,
Yesterday, you were sorry.
It rains and my hands are cold,
You stood and kept them warm.
But not any more,
You are no longer with me,
You are dead.
Ma tahan naerda, näha sära su silmis.
Ma tahan teada, et kõik on ilmsi.
Kui ma sind nähes karjun,
Kõik, mis on, tea, et ma sellega harjun.
Sa mõtlesid neid sõnu siiralt.
Ma varjan kõike endas kiivalt.
Kui ma sind vajan.
Kas tead, et kõik siin kajab.
Ma soovin, et sa siin oleks.
Kui see kõik vaid nii raske poleks.
Kui ma sind armastan.
Kõik, mis on, tea, et see on armastus.
Ma tean
Ma tean, et me polnud lähedased,
Me ei olnud seda kohe üldse. Sa eelistasid vaiksemaid.
Ma tean, et tegin palju vigu, aga nüüd mil sind neid nägemas ei ole, on veel valumas.
Ma tean, et sa ei hoidnud mind,
Sa ei teinud seda kohe üldse, kuid ometi ma igatsen sind.
Ma tean, et mõned mu vigadest tegid sulle haiget, see oli pöördumatu.
Ma tean, et sa eelistasid neid,
Nemad olid paremad kui mina. Sa armastasid neid.
Ma tean, et ma ei peaks, aga ometi ma tunnen, et vajan sind just nüüd ja
praegu.
Ma tean, et me ei rääkinud,
Me ei rääkinud üldse, kuigi oleksin tah .....