MustMaagia
26-aastane noor naine, kes unistab võimatust ja üritab siin maailmas oma kohta leida.
Ma joonistasin kääbiku
Ma joonistasin ta,
viimistledes kaht silmanurka ja üht ninaotsa
Ma joonistasin ta,
pannes ta huultele naeratuse, mis soojaks teeb
Ma joonistasin ta,
uskudes, et temast saab mu parim toes; keegi,
kes ei unusta
Ma joonistasin kääbiku,
viimistledes kaht põsesarna ja üht hambavahet
Ma joonistasin kääbiku,
pannes ta suule sõnad, mis jäid ütlemata
Ma joonistasin kääbiku,
uskudes, et temast saab mu parim sõber; keegi,
kes ei unusta
Aga ta oli kõigest kääbik,
armsate põskede, veidrate kõrvade ja karvaste jalgadega mehike,
kes elas läbi teekonna imelise
TEEKON .....
* * *
Ma mõtlen sulle, püüan leida sellel mõtet,
tahan eemalduda, otsin selleks õiget võtet,
mis mind ees ootab, sellel pole enam vahet,
kõik tundub nii vale, kuid ma ei leia oma pahet.
Kõik enda ümber olen raskeks muutnud, läinud siia sinna,
teadmata kuhu ma tahan minna,
enam ei näe ma joonistusel paberil mingit "kuju",
täna olen unistanud, ei ole paremat tuju.
Don't fade away
Don't fade away,
Because I want to go out with you,
And steal your heart,
To feel the beating.
Don't fade away,
Because I want to go out with you,
And hold your hand,
To feel its warmth.
Don't fade away,
Because I want to go out with you,
And make you laugh,
To see its brilliance.
Don't fade away,
Because I want to go out with you,
And hug you a lot,
To keep you close.
Don't fade away,
Because I want to go out with you,
And kiss you a lot,
To feel the taste of your lips.
Don't fade away
Because I want to go out with you,
And to say that I love you,
To fee .....
Just know that
I know that we are spending our last hours together,
But neither of us do not recognize it
Your touches, they are speechless to me, but I'm drunk of them,
Although I would not want to, I will give up on you.
I know that I can be hidden or too down when I go to the eyes,
However, we both Now we know that we will see again.
All that was and is, after all, at some point disappear,
And my heart beating wildly.
I know that our memories will remain,
Even if all that is currently not want to miss.
Your word says, they make me pretty happy,
But you left unhappy.
Just know that...
Sometimes
I know that sometimes I think too loudly,
After all, you heard me.
I know that sometimes I speak too loudly,
After all, I asked you to remain silent.
I know that sometimes I scream,
Then, after all, all of them screamed.
I know that sometimes I feel too loudly,
After all, everyone will ask me not to do so,
But... I love you.
And the only thing I don't know is that if you love me, too.
Monster
Monster,
My monster,
My lovely monster.
What am I going to do?
What do I do if you eat my brain?
What do I do if you eat my hand?
What do I do if you eat my feet?
What do I do if you say the wrong things?
What do I do if you say the right things?
What do I do if you say painful things?
Just tell me what am I going to do?
What do I do if you decide to yelling me completely deaf?
What do I do, if you can't stay in one place?
What do I do if you're going to sing?
And... What do I do if you're trying to kill me?
Also, you know:
If you're talking about, I'm paralyzed; .....
It's your birithday, daddy
It's your birthday, Daddy,
And you're still sleepy,
But at the same time awake
To receive my congratulation.
It's your birthday, Daddy,
And you're still grumpy,
But at the same time happy
To receive my gift.
It's your birthday, Daddy,
And you're still not talking,
But also sufficiently talkative,
To thank me.
Know that you are the best daddy and I love you very much!
Hey kid
Broken stones, dirty hands and the eyes that wayched the emptiness;
Kid who don't drown up; who was empty shape
Yet I scream at her.
Hey kid, you're someone who sweeps the walls. You're the wall, not the one who's trying to destroy it
Broken homes, black bodies, and the contact that's never interrupted;
kid who lives in a dreams; who don't grow up; who was empty shape
But yet, I scream at her
Hey kid, you're someone who's laughing at them; you're seagull who can't see colors, hear sounds, but still knows everything
You're fighter
Forever
Sometimes it's hard to see how the sun goes down, if you want to keep it;
if you want that someone or something does not go away.
Sometimes it's hard to hear the distant steps, if I don't want him to leave;
when you need him and want to see him beside you.
This is because you want to remain the sun and him with you forever
Sometimes it's hard to see how out of hand things disappear, if you want to keep them;
if you want to they did show you the way.
Sometimes it's hard to hear that he doesn't love you, if you do;
if you love him and want to be with him.
This is because you .....
Just today
Just today, I can't see you again,
Yesterday you did reached a hand out to me.
Hundredth of snow and my cheeks were red,
You stood and watched me.
Just today, you never call me again,
Yesterday, you were sorry.
It rains and my hands are cold,
You stood and kept them warm.
But not any more,
You are no longer with me,
You are dead.