MustMaagia
26-aastane noor naine, kes unistab võimatust ja üritab siin maailmas oma kohta leida.
Please come home
My darling,
Autumn's already here,
Although summer is not over yet,
But the wind is cold and the sun is low,
And you are not here,
So please come home.
My darling,
Winter's already here,
Although autumn is not over yet,
But the snow snowdrift and the leaves are gone,
And you are not here,
So please come home.
My darling,
Spring's already here,
Although winter is not over yet,
But the apple trees are blooming and the sun shines,
And you are not here,
So please come home.
Because
I miss you
So damn much
.....
Don't fade away
Don't fade away,
Because I want to go out with you,
And steal your heart,
To feel the beating.
Don't fade away,
Because I want to go out with you,
And hold your hand,
To feel its warmth.
Don't fade away,
Because I want to go out with you,
And make you laugh,
To see its brilliance.
Don't fade away,
Because I want to go out with you,
And hug you a lot,
To keep you close.
Don't fade away,
Because I want to go out with you,
And kiss you a lot,
To feel the taste of your lips.
Don't fade away
Because I want to go out with you,
And to say that I love you,
To fee .....
Goodbye my love, goodbye my boy
Even when waves take me with them,
I know you'll never stay next to me
you know, I really don't want it, but no
I missed you so much.
Even when your voice makes me go with you,
I know it'll never stay the same
you know, I really don't listen to it, but no
I loved you so freakin' much.
Even when your goofy smile makes me weak,
I know you'll never stay as happy as I might think
you know, I really don't want it, but no
I missed you so much that it hurts sometimes.
Even when waves take me with them,
I know you'll never stay next to me
you know, I really don't want it, but no
.....
Ma tean
Ma tean, et me polnud lähedased,
Me ei olnud seda kohe üldse. Sa eelistasid vaiksemaid.
Ma tean, et tegin palju vigu, aga nüüd mil sind neid nägemas ei ole, on veel valumas.
Ma tean, et sa ei hoidnud mind,
Sa ei teinud seda kohe üldse, kuid ometi ma igatsen sind.
Ma tean, et mõned mu vigadest tegid sulle haiget, see oli pöördumatu.
Ma tean, et sa eelistasid neid,
Nemad olid paremad kui mina. Sa armastasid neid.
Ma tean, et ma ei peaks, aga ometi ma tunnen, et vajan sind just nüüd ja
praegu.
Ma tean, et me ei rääkinud,
Me ei rääkinud üldse, kuigi oleksin tah .....
Merekohin
Merekohin mu kõrvus,
Need kerged sammud liivas,
Ja meie südamed põksumas võidu,
Tundes kaotusest kahjurõõmu.
Merekohin mu kõrvus,
Need rasked sõnad huultel,
Ja meie silmad pilgutamas võidu,
Tundes võidust kahjurõõmu.
Merekohin mu kõrvus,
Need hellad puudutused kätel,
Ja meie sõrmed higistamas võidu,
Tundes hüvastijätust kahjurõõmu.
Ma tahan naerda, näha sära su silmis.
Ma tahan teada, et kõik on ilmsi.
Kui ma sind nähes karjun,
Kõik, mis on, tea, et ma sellega harjun.
Sa mõtlesid neid sõnu siiralt.
Ma varjan kõike endas kiivalt.
Kui ma sind vajan.
Kas tead, et kõik siin kajab.
Ma soovin, et sa siin oleks.
Kui see kõik vaid nii raske poleks.
Kui ma sind armastan.
Kõik, mis on, tea, et see on armastus.
Ma joonistasin kääbiku
Ma joonistasin ta,
viimistledes kaht silmanurka ja üht ninaotsa
Ma joonistasin ta,
pannes ta huultele naeratuse, mis soojaks teeb
Ma joonistasin ta,
uskudes, et temast saab mu parim toes; keegi,
kes ei unusta
Ma joonistasin kääbiku,
viimistledes kaht põsesarna ja üht hambavahet
Ma joonistasin kääbiku,
pannes ta suule sõnad, mis jäid ütlemata
Ma joonistasin kääbiku,
uskudes, et temast saab mu parim sõber; keegi,
kes ei unusta
Aga ta oli kõigest kääbik,
armsate põskede, veidrate kõrvade ja karvaste jalgadega mehike,
kes elas läbi teekonna imelise
TEEKON .....
* * *
Ma mõtlen sulle, püüan leida sellel mõtet,
tahan eemalduda, otsin selleks õiget võtet,
mis mind ees ootab, sellel pole enam vahet,
kõik tundub nii vale, kuid ma ei leia oma pahet.
Kõik enda ümber olen raskeks muutnud, läinud siia sinna,
teadmata kuhu ma tahan minna,
enam ei näe ma joonistusel paberil mingit "kuju",
täna olen unistanud, ei ole paremat tuju.
Once Upon A Time
Once upon a time lived a frog and fish
They were friends
Best friends
And they did everything together
Slept
Ate
Swam
Everything
Because they were best friends
Lovely, isn't it?
But there also lived a mermaid
And another fish
They were also friends
Best friends, as you may already be thinking
They did everything together
Slept
Ate
Swam
Because they were best friends
Lovely, isn't it?
So, once upon a time lived two fish, frog and mermaid
It sounds like a fairy tale
Without prince and princess in it
But the truth is
That this is not a fairy tale
Dreamer
I had a beautiful dream,
dream to be here and there,
to be an adventurer.
To see some beautiful places;
To see beautiful things;
To see the rivers, waterfalls and mountains.
It was just a dream and I was a simple dreamer.
But I had another beautiful dream,
dream to be happy here and there,
to be me.
To see new people;
To see the sun each day;
To see the world differently.
But still, it was just a dream and I was a simple dreamer.