MustMaagia
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forbidden story
These words, which he then said
then the next moment all that was swept away.
these moments, which he stored all of me
when the words on my lips were the way to go.
These wishes, which he held
if all that was lost and now I am standing in the rain.
these cries in him, which said only one,
when I did not listen to the raindrops and stupidly gave up.
Those of his beloved, innocent eyes that won me over,
If I no longer lived in darkness and the light was seen.
These three words that came to his lips,
When I just looked and my hand spurged.
.....
You're my first
You're my first hot sun,
If it is summer outside,
Even if I really hate it.
You're my first red leaf,
If it is autumn outside,
Even if I really hate it.
You're my first snowflake
If it is winter outside,
Even if I really hate it.
You're my first snowdrop,
If it is spring outside,
Even if I really hate it.
Because the truth is that
I love you more than
Anything else.
Sometimes
Sometimes I'd like to say how much you mean to me,
But this is impossible if you do not listen to me.
Your voice trembled as in the past,
And a steady supply me with any questions which I can't answer.
Sometimes I'd yell at you how much I really love you,
But even this is impossible if you don't believe me.
Just as in the past you cried,
and a steady supply of fear of something in front of me I can't explain.
Sometimes I'd tell you how important your presence is to me,
But it proves to be impossible if you do not talk to me.
Exactly as in the past, you were silent for a momen .....
Hero
I remember when you were more honest and didn't hit me;
I remember when you were still a loving and caring father;
I remember
I remember when you were happy and didn't shout at me;
I remember when you still smiled and listened to me yet;
I remember
I remember when you were my father, my hero
I remember when you threw more burbot and taught me to ride a bike;
I remember how you believed still that I would become an artist;
I remember
I remember when you were a person and say hello to everyone;
I remember how you still looked at me when I was sad yet;
I remember
I r .....
Just today
Just today, I can't see you again,
Yesterday you did reached a hand out to me.
Hundredth of snow and my cheeks were red,
You stood and watched me.
Just today, you never call me again,
Yesterday, you were sorry.
It rains and my hands are cold,
You stood and kept them warm.
But not any more,
You are no longer with me,
You are dead.
It's your birithday, daddy
It's your birthday, Daddy,
And you're still sleepy,
But at the same time awake
To receive my congratulation.
It's your birthday, Daddy,
And you're still grumpy,
But at the same time happy
To receive my gift.
It's your birthday, Daddy,
And you're still not talking,
But also sufficiently talkative,
To thank me.
Know that you are the best daddy and I love you very much!
Small fingers
The little girl's fingers kept firmly shut on the window sell,
And they repeated: "Don't let go, don't ever let go!"
And she wouldn't let,
She was trying, very trying.
She kept the fingers firmly shut on the window sell,
And they still repeated: "Don't let go, don't ever let go!"
And she wouldn't let
She was trying, very trying.
But she's fingers were to small to hold on any longer,
So she let go,
She crashed,
She dropped,
She died.
So yesterday
You are so yesterday for me,
Because you did not listen to me,
If I were to tell you this much,
And it makes you deaf.
You are so yesterday for me,
Because you did not wiped my tears,
If these rivers flowed down my cheeks,
And it makes you blind.
You are so yesterday for me,
Because you did not keep me warm,
When I was soaking wet and shivering badly,
And it makes you reckless.
You are so yesterday for me,
Because you left me alone,
When I was sitting in the dark,
And it makes you... bastard.
So go away,
And never come back .....
Sometimes
I know that sometimes I think too loudly,
After all, you heard me.
I know that sometimes I speak too loudly,
After all, I asked you to remain silent.
I know that sometimes I scream,
Then, after all, all of them screamed.
I know that sometimes I feel too loudly,
After all, everyone will ask me not to do so,
But... I love you.
And the only thing I don't know is that if you love me, too.
Monster
Monster,
My monster,
My lovely monster.
What am I going to do?
What do I do if you eat my brain?
What do I do if you eat my hand?
What do I do if you eat my feet?
What do I do if you say the wrong things?
What do I do if you say the right things?
What do I do if you say painful things?
Just tell me what am I going to do?
What do I do if you decide to yelling me completely deaf?
What do I do, if you can't stay in one place?
What do I do if you're going to sing?
And... What do I do if you're trying to kill me?
Also, you know:
If you're talking about, I'm paralyzed; .....