Sõnale before leiti 23 luuletust
Shedding
It was not so long time ago,
when my sky did shed its skin.
World collapsed and crushed everything I held so dear,
I did felt, that end was near.
Anger goes its own way, and probably this sadness too,
You know, You´ve got Your lesson,
not to fuck around, with peoples person!
Walk Your path and let me be.
You know I held You,
like no one before,
You know I Loved You,
like maybe no one after...
But theres still hope and a dream,
of a red headed Queen,
Who do have a heart of unbelievable burn
I am willing to trust and maybe to fall, for Her beautiful call. - Janek V.
Leidsin üles vanad polaroidid
Leidsin üles vanad polaroidid
pole aastatega muutunud
mingi ajatuse vaakum on minusse jäänud
mingi ajaline nihe, et kõik pildid tehtud nagu eile
palju aastaid antud panti lihsalt seetõttu
et ei osanud vastu võtta otsust
nüüd saades süüdistusi selle eest,
et otsus on range, külm ja läbipaistmatu
pean ma olema nii iseenda mehelikus kui ka naiselikus rollis
samal ajal liigselt hoolitsedes teiste ees
jättes ennast taas tahaplaanile
või süütundega endale aega leides
mu pisike mina on hakanud minuga käima,
sisemine laps, nii nad seda vaimsetes ringides kutsuvad
hea .....
Ungrateful
Most are so ungrateful,
To be alive,
How is it let to be unfaithful,
To own life?
It is life that can`t be rented,
Although she seems to tempt,
Whether can survive or not,
A bit tough, but in need amended,
Endlessly much to strive for,
At times tests are baleful,
To make oneself stronger,
And more enduring than before,
Do you give up or comprehend that?
Thus notice becoming hourly wakeful...
Time has arrived, get yourself awake,
Bestowed with one valid, not fake,
So then live for the sake of it,
So true, there is life put on stake,
While getting to the final point,
Seei .....
***
healing forces of the mother divine
i will bow to you gracefully
in this peaceful evening of thougts
that crawl in my head(s)
many visions
many sorrows
different parts, differents faces
all they whisper the same
"stay close,
don't be attached to the drama,
do not drain your energy
that has nothing to offer"
grandparents struggle hard
just to find that
some cherry are not worth for picking
cause its already ripe
all we have
in this midst of universe
are the stars and the moon
who told us many years before
what is on our path
and what isn't
so choose wisely
.....
Skyfall
I have never burned
Like this before
Should I go on with it
I'm not quite sure
But baby please
Don't let me go for good
There's something else
Now must be understood
My crown is in the heavens
My feet are in the earth
My heart is everywhere
While giving holy birth
You told me once
We are together in this all
I believe you now
There's no sky
From you are
Supposed to fall
/Mari*Uri/
In the end
In the eve
of all my days
I will leave
will stop my ways
Where to go
what will be next
noone knows
no written text
But inside me
is my belief
is solid strong
that we will see
But now they're waiting
holding breath
but they are waiting
where I belong
My life was gift
my death is way
please let me drift
please let me go
Oh you still have
some words to say
say them please
and let me go
I will go
and you will stay
no need to cry
no need for pray
At the end
of all my nights
need no tears
just memorize
Once a year
turn little lights
please dont send
me m .....
March to the end
Passage must be written.
Before the day is done.
Unless all saints are rotten.
And end of days has come.
Water burns like fire.
And air has turned to dust.
With each step we will tire.
But march on we now must.
The gates of hell await.
Whom never really knew.
To give before you take.
And help the weakest through.
Selfless are the ones.
Who even when it burns.
Help the helpless ones.
And give out all their turns.
We are
We will live before the dawn.
In the night, where we are born.
We will earn the right to live.
Right to fight and right to give.
We are lovers of the land.
Loving all with a loving hand.
We are fighters of the night.
For what is true and what is right.
We are layers of the law.
They get less while we take more.
It's for girl that I hav feelings for
When I'm with you
Eternal is step away
My love continues to grow
With each passing day
This treasure of love
I cherish within my soul
How much I love you
You'll never really know
You bring a joy to my heart
I've never felt before
With each touch your hand
I love you more and more
Whenever we say goodbye
Whenever we part
Know I hold you dearly
Deep inside my heart
So these seven worlds
I pray you holy true
Forever and always
Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
So if I love you I have to let you go
And you should run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't .....
My love is mine
I have finally found my love
and it's my true one.
I don't wanna be gone,
so I escaped with a broken car.
I found an abandoned city,
so I parked there.
It was so sad here,
I felt nothing but pity.
For so long I searched for help
before I lost my strenght,
I screamed with all my breath,
I'm scared that, my heart was already melt.
I heard something, far away,
but something, was in my way.
Then I saw someone,
was he the one?
He is coming to me,
I'm so scared right now.
Wait, now I know,
he is the only one, for me.
We kissed,
my heart is fixed,
I'm stronger, than .....
Inside
I´ve been naked before You,
Multiple times...
No, I´m not thinking just stripped,
I mean real naked, like fears, hopes, all the things I´ve never told anyone before...
You knew me best, and You´ll never know the rest...
I guess, the fear was bigger, than the rest...
I guess, thats the way of those who always rest,
never take chances,
and never be the best...
-Janek V.
Please...
Please hug me, like You`ve never hugged anyone before
Please kiss me, like You kissed me months ago
Please look at me, like You`re drowning in my eyes,
Please be close to me, like an Angel on my arm,
Please tell me something, like its the last time We meet.
Just something, I don`t know...
Please just hear me out, like I`m wisest in the world.
Please... just let me be, like we`ve never met each other,
never spoke or laughed together.
Or...
Please hold my hand, cause it makes me warm inside
Please whisper, what You really feel inside
Please make me feel like, one of a kind
The one .....
Delusion
I hate the categories like
Something’s wrong and something’s right
I don’t know neither law nor moral
Don’t go by bible or by choral.
I want the life to be in flower,
To „carpe diem“ every hour.
We’re rational and get things done
But when it comes to having fun
We do not act as is our due
and deviate from habitude
Skipping acroanesthesia
of felinophiles
yet in our rhapsodys
we can feel the vibes
What i don’t like is insincereness
And with this song i’ll try to be less:
Was scared that some day i’d back out
Like young and temerous boyscout
A .....
Don´t say a word
Don't say a word
I've heard all of your stories
don't say a word
let us be
Don't utter a line
before I say good morning
your words are'nt
overwhelming me
Don't try to make me laugh
cause I don't find you witty
oh darling let your body
hold the speech
Just wind your arms around me
caress my hair and shoulders
forget the world and others
I beseech
I switch out my brain
and give myself to senses
I'm asking now if you could do the same
you're voice is such a pain
forgive me my affences
you are the only one to blame
Stop telling jokes
my limit is excee .....
Forever on my mind
I remember writing her poems, all night and day,
her modest laughter and sweet smiles were my pay.
I didn´t really mind all those sleepless nights and heart in pain,
because her beauty will always be walking in my memory lane.
When I look at her, then I see the meaning of love and happiness of living,
when I am with her, then I know, that all people don´t take, because she´s giving
When I am with her, I have something more,
I am happier, than I have ever been before.
She´s on my mind, she´s always there,
where ever I look, she´s everywhere.
She will always be sitti .....