Sõnale from leiti 60 luuletust
If you are smiling...
If you are smiling,
You bring me peace of happines,
and if you're laughing,
you have my life, no more or less,
we are together,
even if you are so far,
you are my woman,
I really think that it is love...
Like you have seen
this happy smile from my face,
if you are with me,
it isn't matter, if there are late,
I hold youre hand now
even if there are so cold
and I dont know, how
you are the one, who take my soul...
There's so much fun,
if we are spending time together
and if we run,
the whole world seems to be so small then,
you and me
will never wait until it ends,
we a .....
I opened my door and left you outside
In sorrow I wonder,
of what will I do?
I sit here and ponder.
What happened to you?
A mask not so fitting.
Your stories not true?
So clever, so witty..
Was none of it you?
Rainy night was the one.
When you opened my door.
Asked if I was alone?
Then answered, no more.
Dark night full of nothing.
Like air was all gone.
But you, you were something.
As a light from above.
No meaning, no hope..
Nothing new yet to come.
But now there was something.
A ray of light from the sun.
In that moment I wondered,
of what else was to come?
Because of what follows,
my mind was a .....
For you
Those eyes, that keep everything bundled inside, wishing that everything's gonna be alright,
all I really wanted was to see you smile, my dedication, my hesitation, I'm no longer blind,
cause you're my light in the sky, hoping this time I'll get it right, I'll do it with all my might
I've never been one that's liked, wish you could be here,right here, part of my life, I can't really rhyme
I have to say what I say, I'll let the swing sway, over the edge of the world, I've found myself,
thinking of you once at least every day, so I wont stop the pursuit of happiness, I threw away,
even .....
My dove
I know you´ve had it tough
all the tears you´ve hid inside.
Theres no way you´re getting out of here
It´s dangerous to have been so kind.
You need to feel the wind
brushing on your cheeks.
The very touch of freedom
is the thing anyone should seek.
Fly now, my little dove
courage to live
will come from above.
Fly with your wings,
forget about the land
find a place to stand.
Do not now rest
until we´re far and gone
and all the rest will be
healed by this new dawn.
Never look back
only if you´ve forgiven.
And believe me, that
i, too, hope to make it
to the h .....
I drink alone
Yeaaaah
I drink alone.
No matter how many
people around
i'm still alone.
No matter
how much demons i drown -
sounds of sipping whiskey
will always be
the only ones around.
Yeaaaah
I'm drinking alone.
Even if i'm not.
And walking and talking
with others
wont stop me from
living alone in my head.
Baby, sometimes
it feels like i'm walking dead.
Oh, i feel alone.
I'm all out of love.
Sometimes i feel like
the white pigeon
everyone tries
to hunt down.
I feel like a log in the river,
i'm floating with the others
but never together
would we be able to drown. .....
Wake-up blues
Wake up, wake up
Honey, now it´s time to do
your little makeup
we´re gonna go out
right now
Wake up, wake up
honey, all we gotta do
is to make up
i don´t want to lose you
right now
Just hold on to my hand
we´re gonna make it
through this
i´ll try to make you understand
we´ve been through
worse things than this
We´ve gotta hold on to each other
you know love´s a long, bumpy road
You´ve said we shouldn´t bother
but i ain´t yet ready to let go
I know the roses are far
but they still smell so good
Baby, i need us to wake up
our dreams are getting blue
.....
Here you lie
Here you lie
all cried-up and sad
missing some things
you never really had.
Hoping for my
mind to clear.
Don´t wait for this scum
your heaven is near.
You´ll find the joy
from all the little things around
Love is right beside you
it sneaks up without a sound.
You´ve gotta fly
right to the end of the skies.
Without regrets, no turning back
you´ve got to fly, no question "Why?"
You´ll find a love
better than me.
Healing takes some time
but one day you´ll see.
All the scars i teared on you
will heal and make you stronger.
And i think you´ll be goo .....
Lips of an angel
Today
i almost drank my life away
i couldn´t stand another day
with all this guilt i feel.
Today
i almost put a bullet
between my own two eyes.
You couldn´t see but i´m
a real self-loather inside.
I drink and destruct
my self-balance´s disrupt.
Because i kissed
the lips of an angel.
Inside i feel you shined
a light to my hell
and all i ever want
is for my soul
to touch the lips
of an angel.
I´ve seen so many places
and seen so many faces
but all i ever felt was numb.
You took away my hatred
and gave me a sense of trust.
Now you´ve gone forever
and yo .....
Life is a deception with bewitching longing
Life is a deception with bewitching longing
That’s why she’s so strong
What with your rough hand
Fatal writes letters.
I always close my eyes
I say: “Only disturb my heart,
Life is a deception, but sometimes it is
Decorates with joys a lie.
Face the gray sky
Fortune telling on the moon
Calm down mortal and don't demand
The truth that you do not need. "
Good in bird cherry blizzard
To think that this life is a path
Let the easy friends deceive
Let easy friends change.
Let me caress with a gentle word
Let the tongue be sharper than razors, -
I live long read .....
ode to hip hop
I've decided to take destiny into my own hands
You probably can't understand but for me life is bland
And I have this constant hollow feeling
Days are cold, dark and filled with sorrow
Raining clouds from under my ceiling
Dealing with it all would take a person very strong
By the time you hear this I will be gone
Along with my existence will be a way of life for many
I gave some substance, knowledge
And in returned was used to make a petty penny
They've defeated my purpose, deleted my work
Cheated me, seated me underground and wound up bringing me to the surface
They corrupted my .....
In the shadows
I'we lived in shadows,
all my life.
I'we waited light,
to shine so bright.
To cast the veil,
from my dark life.
And lift me up,
to see the light.
I might seem cruel.
And out of mind.
I might have claws.
That tare your kind.
But even when,
there is but night.
A light will shine.
Through all that hate.
Your touch, your skin,
your glow without sin.
Your beauty,
that comes from within.
It heals my wounds.
It clears my skin.
It takes me up.
To shine my sins.
I love my kindergarden friend
You know me from kindergarten,
You held me in that garden.
You cared about me each day,
We were together every day.
We played, we laughed together,
we were made for each other.
When I moved out,
You cried out loud.
You cried almost a week,
but sorry, that I was weak.
Then I saw you in a next school,
I fell in love with you,
at volleyball practice.
You noticed, that I have something on you.
Then we talked and we got closer,
every day, we got closer than ever.
I started to trust and tell you everything,
to me, you are my heart, my life.
One day, I hoped to be your wife .....
Please don't stop me
I wanna die
I wanna cry
cuz I'm nothing anymore.
None want me here.
Just save me from this pain,
I don't have anywhere to go,
just leave me alone,
none don't want me here.
I wanna cry
I wanna die
Please, don't stop me
and let me end this
How to be...I can not see...
Should I stop or bend my spirit a little more?
I think of You, all the time.
You haunt my mind, from summer time...
Those cutest eyes, they cuddled me.
The smile of Yours, makes mine to grow. (:
This scent I felt...best drug, in many years.
I wish it would be all to that...
But I fell in Love with You my Dear!
Janek V. 14012017
Consiousness
Aphrodisiac, silent
yet subtle.
Powerful vibrations of inner warmth
disrupts the reality.
Soft colours of just a touch,
connected by the roots of
eternity
A journey in to the abyss
from what an firebird reunites with the world.
Common sense of chaos and disorder...
Play it with an tape recorder.
I never wantes any of this
Okay, let me be
Let me be honest whit you all
Let me tell you what lives inside my soul
Yes this is why i write this song
For it to be my last help call
I never loved anyone
I never did
I just played whit ther feelings till they where gone
Or i just got read
To everyones face my lies fed
Trying to find my sead
Till this nonsense to my end led
Now i want my arms to be red
I never wanted to date anyone
I just wanted to feel love
Yeah it my sound harse for you some
I saw my faith, now im gone
Running from life like i allways did
Can you feel what i mean?
Now i just want .....
Its been a long time....
When I see You coming at me
From far away side of the sea
In that moment, star is falling...
I make a wish, in that little niche
Moon is not hiding anymore,
It's in its full grace
In that split second, I imagine Your embrace.
And inside starts a powerful race
While time goes in slow motion pace.
I feel good vibes flow through me
You'll soon be here
Then starts another heartbeat...
Janek. V 12092016
Louder than anything loud
I wonder, where We belong...
To stars, which are long burnt out...
Or to ground, which waits another round...
Yep, I still wonder, if earth is still round.
I know, after I descend into ground
my mind, will be blown
This moment, I found
Oh no, You can´t be so loud.
So, now I beg, please eject from my mind,
Reject all our memories of that time.
Never return and never ever bring back those silly lies
Leave and promise You´ll never be seen!
-Janek V.