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Hoolimatus
ma ei suuda enam taluda
kellegi hoolimatust
või valesid
südame armastuse puudumatust
ma ei suuda enam taluda
kui sul puudub empaatiavõime
soe süda ja lähedus
milleks osata ja suurustada
oma elu elevandist sipelgaks
ülemõtlemine ei too alati lahendust
pakkusin sulle oma südant
igasse peekrisse valasin enda mahla
kuid tollal see ei sobinud sulle
see tundus liiga ohtlik
metsikud naised ongi maad valitsev jõud
ürgne naiselikkus
kui on võõras siis loobu
nii ma palusin
ja kogu minu maailm läks uperkuuti
kui hakati sisendama minu kettale valet
et mu help desk s .....
March to the end
Passage must be written.
Before the day is done.
Unless all saints are rotten.
And end of days has come.
Water burns like fire.
And air has turned to dust.
With each step we will tire.
But march on we now must.
The gates of hell await.
Whom never really knew.
To give before you take.
And help the weakest through.
Selfless are the ones.
Who even when it burns.
Help the helpless ones.
And give out all their turns.
For you
Those eyes, that keep everything bundled inside, wishing that everything's gonna be alright,
all I really wanted was to see you smile, my dedication, my hesitation, I'm no longer blind,
cause you're my light in the sky, hoping this time I'll get it right, I'll do it with all my might
I've never been one that's liked, wish you could be here,right here, part of my life, I can't really rhyme
I have to say what I say, I'll let the swing sway, over the edge of the world, I've found myself,
thinking of you once at least every day, so I wont stop the pursuit of happiness, I threw away,
even .....
Why am I all alone?
Why am i alone
and not having none?
Do you even care,
can you see the real me?
I feel inside of me,
am sad all the time,
but you never saw that,
cause i never show it.
Have you seen me down
or heard my cry equing through the walls.
Have you ever helped me with my homeworks,
you told me to leave the music with i was ignoring your anger.
I drink alone
Yeaaaah
I drink alone.
No matter how many
people around
i'm still alone.
No matter
how much demons i drown -
sounds of sipping whiskey
will always be
the only ones around.
Yeaaaah
I'm drinking alone.
Even if i'm not.
And walking and talking
with others
wont stop me from
living alone in my head.
Baby, sometimes
it feels like i'm walking dead.
Oh, i feel alone.
I'm all out of love.
Sometimes i feel like
the white pigeon
everyone tries
to hunt down.
I feel like a log in the river,
i'm floating with the others
but never together
would we be able to drown. .....
Parents, think about it..
Have you ever think about,
what your doing to them..?
How your word hurts,
have you no shame..?
We all take it in difference ways,
some may defend, some may cry.
Wanna know, what they do or try
or you don't care at all..?
Parents should support their little ones...
THEN WHY YOU MAKE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOUR KIDS!!!
Loving one than the other,
youth needs to be counted...
Have you realised, how she feels,
when she sees sibling getting all,
but you gave her the cold shoulder
and she feels so left out...
Have you think about it,
what they do behind your back..?
They might .....
Broken soul
I have been hurt sense i got sisters
nobody really understands,
what i go through everyday.
I cry to sleep every night.
You dont see my hurt yet,
cuz i never show it.
Letting you think am alright,
can you see me right through?
Am all alone in my mess.
I can tell you my pain,
but it dosen't take the pressure off my chest.
I live with a broken soul.
I cut myself to feel the actual pain.
I had love, what broke me,
now i have no trust against boys,
cuz he broke me along with my childhood.
You can try to fix me or cheer me up
It's never gonna help,
cuz the pain is too re .....
Vaatenurga Turist
Tuld teen;und veel; näen seni kuni kustub leek;
untsus teel; jumbul sees;hea meel; sest peatselt;
lõppeb see kohustus;ajupesu saaga jobudus;
mille peale iga probleemi lõpus oli vaja vanemlikku lohutust;
peredes kus sellest loobutud;seda lohutust tänavatelt otsitud;
virtuaal domeenid; kanep alkohol ja keedu pelmeenid;
kasuisa pakist sigaretid;salaja samal ajal kui teler vigast peksis;
nii nende täiskasvanute maailma vaated tehti;ehki;
meie generatsioonile pooltki sellest ei kehti;lampi ei vehkind;
teie elu elades lendaks inkasso enne 21te letti;su probleemid;
ükskõikseid ikka .....
Hamass
Analoogia: mu vanakool hakkas lõpuks looma;
Alles siis kui enamik tahavad vaid hoora;
Ma ei mõistnid ennast ega kedagi teist;
Seisin püsti ja ees avaral vaateväljal kui sein;
Kõigile vennaks kuid ego aurudel see reis;
Kirjutan kuigi sillutan: mind ta pillutab;
Kedagi ei liigutand; kui see silmeni täis laev:
Selle maksufarmi poole tagasi kihutab;
Kuulen neid seljataga kirumas;
Vaesus nad ära hirmutas: nende joogi sisse;
Samakat tilgutas: mul sinust nii kahju;
Sest iga päev tunnen ennast kiindumas;
Sa justkui elaksid minuna; ega ei pidurda;
Osates vaid liduda; turvapaigast .....
Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
So if I love you I have to let you go
And you should run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't .....
Basseinis
Kui ujumas käisin oli vesi kloorine ja märg
ja surutud vannitoa kahhelplaatide vahele.
Vee läbipaistvusel oli sügav-sinine värv,
temperatuuri polnudki, aga kui oli, siis pigem jahe.
Osa minust tahtnuks jäädagi basseini,
kus hõljuda on sama lihtne nagu unes.
See oli see osa, kes enne rüübanud veini
ja mitte millegi pärast polnud mures.
My love is mine
I have finally found my love
and it's my true one.
I don't wanna be gone,
so I escaped with a broken car.
I found an abandoned city,
so I parked there.
It was so sad here,
I felt nothing but pity.
For so long I searched for help
before I lost my strenght,
I screamed with all my breath,
I'm scared that, my heart was already melt.
I heard something, far away,
but something, was in my way.
Then I saw someone,
was he the one?
He is coming to me,
I'm so scared right now.
Wait, now I know,
he is the only one, for me.
We kissed,
my heart is fixed,
I'm stronger, than .....
I never wantes any of this
Okay, let me be
Let me be honest whit you all
Let me tell you what lives inside my soul
Yes this is why i write this song
For it to be my last help call
I never loved anyone
I never did
I just played whit ther feelings till they where gone
Or i just got read
To everyones face my lies fed
Trying to find my sead
Till this nonsense to my end led
Now i want my arms to be red
I never wanted to date anyone
I just wanted to feel love
Yeah it my sound harse for you some
I saw my faith, now im gone
Running from life like i allways did
Can you feel what i mean?
Now i just want .....
Mister X
He reminds you when its time to take a break
he will take you where the sun is shining
for your sake
And you pack your bag and quickly make a cake
just to assert yourself that he is not a fake
He will help you with your coat and open doors
He will even make his way through iron gate
Where the others shake their head he says „Of course“
cause for him you're plainly matter of first rate
And you're wondering if
He's just a fantasy, he is a fiction
he's a male from other space
Its hard to give an adequate depiction
although everything falls into place
The image .....
tupaceminemile!
god of the rap its a wrap king of the rap its no crap both GOING to roth till death and what will wealth them more than sure health and God help they can do us great wait ...out of sight its like bikes trike and bites like punches mike or cat tastes mice and what else is nice roll the dice they show shiny glow of their figures flow they grow some dome of my own make me feel im no clown and i know when i say yo i add a bo nus for your globus to show i am a rapper also. Thats the way God and King say Going like young mindblowing mc wanna sing go with wings hold your things it brings some sins .....
— luulekomissarovAniversary
The ghosts are out in force tonight
yessir
silent convergence on midnight
yessir
the closes and kirks are empty
the foot of the mile is still
the Holy Rood has taken to ground
wraiths are gathering on the hill
I sat in trembling wonder
took a lashing from the rain
saw strange twinkles shaping symbols
searched for her in fever again
Two bootfulls of mud
a skinfull of water
a head full of fire
and two souls asunder
breathing stalled, I seek one out
among those milling on the crest
who holds me in her gentle thrall
though life has stilled within her .....
I don't think I'm going crazy...
Everything seems to fly me by,
in these days I don’t even try
to go out and make a difference.
I don’t need grades or a job reference.
I dream because I don’t like the reality.
A couple of times a day I end up in panicking
because of the fear of losing the grip
and leaving on a mental hospital trip.
I don’t think I’m going crazy,
so I don’t need you to save me.
If anything, then I’m finding out
what my life is all about.
This growing up is like shitting bricks,
I haven’t learned these circus tricks.
So if you’ve seen more than me,
I’d learn the lesson happil .....