Sõnale my boy leiti 9 luuletust
Goodbye my love, goodbye my boy
Even when waves take me with them,
I know you'll never stay next to me
you know, I really don't want it, but no
I missed you so much.
Even when your voice makes me go with you,
I know it'll never stay the same
you know, I really don't listen to it, but no
I loved you so freakin' much.
Even when your goofy smile makes me weak,
I know you'll never stay as happy as I might think
you know, I really don't want it, but no
I missed you so much that it hurts sometimes.
Even when waves take me with them,
I know you'll never stay next to me
you know, I really don't want it, but no
.....
My notebook
I wish I could tell you face to face
But my notebook is the only place
To freely let my feelings flow
And not worry about just letting go
I can tell of my crush on these pages
Without any rush or gradual stages
I can be bold... my secrets' protected
No worries of "NO" and feeling rejected
It's a one sided... conversation
Just me my pen and sexual frustration
I sometimes wish any love would do
Then it'd be easy... but I fell for you
And boy did I fall... extremely hard
My hearts' become a hallmark card
And the words inscribed are pure and true
The .....
Dragon's Birthday
Today is a special day,
you're a year younger
and much wiser.
Dragon, it's your birthday!
The shiny candles
on a homemade cake.
Gifts are gathered for you
and sparkling drinks on the table
We're here to wish you a happy Birthday
on a unique and heartwarming day!
For you
Those eyes, that keep everything bundled inside, wishing that everything's gonna be alright,
all I really wanted was to see you smile, my dedication, my hesitation, I'm no longer blind,
cause you're my light in the sky, hoping this time I'll get it right, I'll do it with all my might
I've never been one that's liked, wish you could be here,right here, part of my life, I can't really rhyme
I have to say what I say, I'll let the swing sway, over the edge of the world, I've found myself,
thinking of you once at least every day, so I wont stop the pursuit of happiness, I threw away,
even .....
Am I alone?
Am I alone now,
am broken inside.
Why did you do this?
Am I nothing to you?
I was afraid of it,
that I might lose you.
Now I know, I lost the boy
to the coldest world.
You have been sweetest,
so kind and carrying.
My brightest star,
the goodness hero.
I am still with you,
I will carry through it all,
I won't leave you,
I will love to the end.
Broken soul
I have been hurt sense i got sisters
nobody really understands,
what i go through everyday.
I cry to sleep every night.
You dont see my hurt yet,
cuz i never show it.
Letting you think am alright,
can you see me right through?
Am all alone in my mess.
I can tell you my pain,
but it dosen't take the pressure off my chest.
I live with a broken soul.
I cut myself to feel the actual pain.
I had love, what broke me,
now i have no trust against boys,
cuz he broke me along with my childhood.
You can try to fix me or cheer me up
It's never gonna help,
cuz the pain is too re .....
ode to hip hop
I've decided to take destiny into my own hands
You probably can't understand but for me life is bland
And I have this constant hollow feeling
Days are cold, dark and filled with sorrow
Raining clouds from under my ceiling
Dealing with it all would take a person very strong
By the time you hear this I will be gone
Along with my existence will be a way of life for many
I gave some substance, knowledge
And in returned was used to make a petty penny
They've defeated my purpose, deleted my work
Cheated me, seated me underground and wound up bringing me to the surface
They corrupted my .....
Delusion
I hate the categories like
Something’s wrong and something’s right
I don’t know neither law nor moral
Don’t go by bible or by choral.
I want the life to be in flower,
To „carpe diem“ every hour.
We’re rational and get things done
But when it comes to having fun
We do not act as is our due
and deviate from habitude
Skipping acroanesthesia
of felinophiles
yet in our rhapsodys
we can feel the vibes
What i don’t like is insincereness
And with this song i’ll try to be less:
Was scared that some day i’d back out
Like young and temerous boyscout
A .....
Christmas in Never Ever Land
There´s no snow behind his window
There´s no warmth in fireplace
Bowl of gingerbreads on table
But no flavor and no taste
He can hear the church bells ringing
And the carols from afar
Someone´s calling him and singing
Come and get your gift, my love
It´s christmas in the Netherlands
It´s christmas in New York
But in the Never Ever Land
There are no merry dwarfs
It´s christmas in the fairytale
It´s christmas in my song
And even from the christmas sales
One could bring some along
Christmas eves are filled with laughter
Holy nights are filled with joy
But the Neve .....