Sõnale secrets leiti 5 luuletust
Tume
Kõige Kurja juur;ja nad ei kuula;
aga ma ei suuda ennast muuta; annan talle miski puhta;
et mitte keerata seda tundmust luhta;
keeruline; kui teen neid riime; silme ees teeb trikke;
kui peetrus ise; laseb mu väravatest sisse;
aga viimne tuleb ikka iseenesest; vestetes; kus enesekesksed need;
kõik need mõtted mis lenneldes;
sillutavad teed; et petta seda mis eksleb
mõõtmatutes mõõdetes; sõlmin pakti; andsin talle takti;
lasin need loomad lahti; enne kui mõistsin oma andi;
samas vanas mallis; millele miski pole kallis;
ühes mõttes; ühes mõtetus mõõtmes;
mõistes kuida .....
My notebook
I wish I could tell you face to face
But my notebook is the only place
To freely let my feelings flow
And not worry about just letting go
I can tell of my crush on these pages
Without any rush or gradual stages
I can be bold... my secrets' protected
No worries of "NO" and feeling rejected
It's a one sided... conversation
Just me my pen and sexual frustration
I sometimes wish any love would do
Then it'd be easy... but I fell for you
And boy did I fall... extremely hard
My hearts' become a hallmark card
And the words inscribed are pure and true
The .....
I
Nothing more,
nothing less
but a memory, clouding my lungs.
Once so vibrant, now faded to dust.
The faint beating of broken hearts,
left under a layer of betrayal and regret.
Emotions,
that have been superglued to a place long gone.
Burnt flags.
Ruined childhoods.
Alliances that brought chaos.
Secrets that brought death.
Write to you
I write to the wind,
to the darkness unknown.
I write to the lover,
whose love has now gone.
I write to the moon,
under shadows at night.
I write to the soldiers,
who can never fight.
I write to the sea,
that is never blue.
I write to the sun,
that now follows you.
I write to the secrets,
that we never see.
I write to the people,
who we want to be.
I write to the leaders,
who can never stay true.
I write to the dreamers.
And now write to you.
Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
So if I love you I have to let you go
And you should run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't .....