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I just need some time
to think straight once,
just leave me alone,
I need time in my own space,
thinking back to the past,
when my momma used to hold me.
Why didn't you told me,
To have love,
I have to get hurt,
to go through the pain,
If I want to be loved by others,
I have to change for them,
If I want trust,
I have to give some away.
Why didn't none told me,
If I want love, have to go through the pain,
If I want love, I have to change.
Everyone asking how am I,
I say okay, but isn't what we all say?
I miss the old you,
I wish to have momma,
I wish to be loved,
Why do .....
I opened my door and left you outside
In sorrow I wonder,
of what will I do?
I sit here and ponder.
What happened to you?
A mask not so fitting.
Your stories not true?
So clever, so witty..
Was none of it you?
Rainy night was the one.
When you opened my door.
Asked if I was alone?
Then answered, no more.
Dark night full of nothing.
Like air was all gone.
But you, you were something.
As a light from above.
No meaning, no hope..
Nothing new yet to come.
But now there was something.
A ray of light from the sun.
In that moment I wondered,
of what else was to come?
Because of what follows,
my mind was a .....
Invisible love
The thing you do, the things you say,
Is almost telling me that way,
That i might fly around a world
And feel and know, that there is a Lord,
Who hold's me tight, who breath's with me
And there is nothing else to see.
Who treasures every moment, yes
Its you - my real happyness!
This kinda childish way you smile
And way, you're quiet for awhile...
Each morning wakes me up in bed
To read again, what you have sayed...
About you realy being troe
Is nothing else i have to do,
But seing your smile wich makes uplow
You took my heart - i love it so
For you
Those eyes, that keep everything bundled inside, wishing that everything's gonna be alright,
all I really wanted was to see you smile, my dedication, my hesitation, I'm no longer blind,
cause you're my light in the sky, hoping this time I'll get it right, I'll do it with all my might
I've never been one that's liked, wish you could be here,right here, part of my life, I can't really rhyme
I have to say what I say, I'll let the swing sway, over the edge of the world, I've found myself,
thinking of you once at least every day, so I wont stop the pursuit of happiness, I threw away,
even .....
Wake-up blues
Wake up, wake up
Honey, now it´s time to do
your little makeup
we´re gonna go out
right now
Wake up, wake up
honey, all we gotta do
is to make up
i don´t want to lose you
right now
Just hold on to my hand
we´re gonna make it
through this
i´ll try to make you understand
we´ve been through
worse things than this
We´ve gotta hold on to each other
you know love´s a long, bumpy road
You´ve said we shouldn´t bother
but i ain´t yet ready to let go
I know the roses are far
but they still smell so good
Baby, i need us to wake up
our dreams are getting blue
.....
Lips of an angel
Today
i almost drank my life away
i couldn´t stand another day
with all this guilt i feel.
Today
i almost put a bullet
between my own two eyes.
You couldn´t see but i´m
a real self-loather inside.
I drink and destruct
my self-balance´s disrupt.
Because i kissed
the lips of an angel.
Inside i feel you shined
a light to my hell
and all i ever want
is for my soul
to touch the lips
of an angel.
I´ve seen so many places
and seen so many faces
but all i ever felt was numb.
You took away my hatred
and gave me a sense of trust.
Now you´ve gone forever
and yo .....
Broken soul
I have been hurt sense i got sisters
nobody really understands,
what i go through everyday.
I cry to sleep every night.
You dont see my hurt yet,
cuz i never show it.
Letting you think am alright,
can you see me right through?
Am all alone in my mess.
I can tell you my pain,
but it dosen't take the pressure off my chest.
I live with a broken soul.
I cut myself to feel the actual pain.
I had love, what broke me,
now i have no trust against boys,
cuz he broke me along with my childhood.
You can try to fix me or cheer me up
It's never gonna help,
cuz the pain is too re .....
Life is a deception with bewitching longing
Life is a deception with bewitching longing
That’s why she’s so strong
What with your rough hand
Fatal writes letters.
I always close my eyes
I say: “Only disturb my heart,
Life is a deception, but sometimes it is
Decorates with joys a lie.
Face the gray sky
Fortune telling on the moon
Calm down mortal and don't demand
The truth that you do not need. "
Good in bird cherry blizzard
To think that this life is a path
Let the easy friends deceive
Let easy friends change.
Let me caress with a gentle word
Let the tongue be sharper than razors, -
I live long read .....
Just be quiet and go to sleep
I can’t sleep
Why not?
I’m in pain
What?
I got a broken heart, man
Bullshit
I do
What happened?
I was set up
Double-crossed
Betrayed by the woman I love
Who, mom?
No!
Vera
Who’s Vera?
I don’t want to talk about it
Suit yourself
You wanna see a picture of her?
Wow, she’s pretty
I would’ve done anything for her
Sorry
I just can’t understand it
You’ll get over it
No, Dennis, I will not get over it
Yes, you will
Dennis, I love this woman
You’ve loved other women
Not like Vera
Vera was special
Believe me, you’ll get ov .....
My feelings for a girl
I think about you all the time
You're always in my head
I reread every text you send
And remember what you said
I'm always here for you
Every hour or the day
I'll never let you down
Or hurt you in any way
I love you more than anything
You're like the air I breathe
And when I look around
I know you're all I need
My sunshine on cloudy day
That's one thing that you are
And even on the darkest night
You are my brightest star
ode to hip hop
I've decided to take destiny into my own hands
You probably can't understand but for me life is bland
And I have this constant hollow feeling
Days are cold, dark and filled with sorrow
Raining clouds from under my ceiling
Dealing with it all would take a person very strong
By the time you hear this I will be gone
Along with my existence will be a way of life for many
I gave some substance, knowledge
And in returned was used to make a petty penny
They've defeated my purpose, deleted my work
Cheated me, seated me underground and wound up bringing me to the surface
They corrupted my .....
Happy anniversary dear
I know I say “I love you” all the time, but that’s not enough. Those three words can’t describe the way I feel about you. I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love you and I don’t think I will ever love someone this much again. You’re everything I have ever wanted and needed. I love you so much, you’re my everything, my entire heart and world. You make me feel beautiful. Thank you for giving me so much more than I ever could have wanted. I am so thankful for what we have, and for every thing we will have. You are the only man I ever want to share my life with. No matter how .....
— Deby KaisStranger
You meet a stranger on the street.
You shake their hand, you show your teeth.
They ask your name and where you sleep.
They take your bed, while you can weep.
You ask, why friend, what have you done?
Where have all your manners gone?
What made you choose, this ugly way?
Why can't you be, my friend today?
They say, well see, I am this way,
so you would never be like me.
I take and take and never give
So you could even cry or sing.
I take these things, I do not need.
To fill my own, sad destiny.
You see my heart, it's full of holes.
That’s why I take these darkened rol .....
My dream
What're my biggest dreams..?
My dream is to be with you,
to be by your side,
cuz I love you so much.
I have so many daydreams,
I wish to get married with you,
I wanna live with you,
cuz you mean everything to me.
We have so many good memories,
you are very dear to me,
you have a place in my heart,
you're my heart and soul.
I can't live without you,
I can't be there, where you don't exist.
We make each other feel good and laugh,
we are always there for each other.
We're never alone.
Your perfect for me,
every night I dream your still here.
I wish to see you there.
from LOVE to TRAGEDY
I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way
As I sit and make my list
Thinking about the years I've missed
As the tear falls from my eye
I know the reason why I cry
Self-destruct, spiral down
Until your want becomes your need
Until I get up like I know I can
Or forever love the fall
Maybe I should just fall
And leave the world and lose it all
And if that's what you need
To finally see
I loved you through it all
Bring on the pills, rol .....
Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
So if I love you I have to let you go
And you should run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't .....
Consiousness
Aphrodisiac, silent
yet subtle.
Powerful vibrations of inner warmth
disrupts the reality.
Soft colours of just a touch,
connected by the roots of
eternity
A journey in to the abyss
from what an firebird reunites with the world.
Common sense of chaos and disorder...
Play it with an tape recorder.