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Have a little self-discussion..
When you sit in your dark, silent room,
thinking you've failed everyone around you.
You may lose the light which guides you home,
or the person who gives you what you know.
How do you manage to hide your scars,
your face and red eyes from your dad/mom?
They love you more than words can say,
or is one of them who's tearing you away?
There's always a way out of this place
darker than the ebony black ground.
It's called life within the reality checks,
Is it much harder than it sounds?
No, it's not. You just have to believe.
But how, when everything is so unsteady?
Listen, th .....
No losing
On the jorney of sacred path,
I met the mighty wraith.
So I turned down to saints and angels,
to accepted the life of deepest depths.
There`s world of the greatest growth,
There`s Love, which saddens me not!
There`s progress, which grows me most.
Also, I can freely raise the toast.
...in spite of everything lost, I can say
I did Love You the most!
But what was that cost?
Hey, I`m never again to be lost ! - Janek
Why do I know this?
You try to hide, You try so hard
You change Your face, You change Your site
You run wildly, smiling here and there
But underneath, You know, You cry. ( I know!)(regret?)(despair?)
I do pity You, I really do
I did care, for too long
All I got, was reject
Lies, dirt and neglect.
So what I wanted to say
Theres no way, not easy one
For change, the real one
You need more, than new colour or site. (Look inside...maybe You rot)
- Janek V.™
The what
If you try to steal me, then you might get to feel me
When trying to unravel me, you ought to follow me.
So? Did you get scared already?
Took just one step and stepped all three back...
Thats the way of not so mighty grey,
That took me, for too long day.
But for this I´ll laugh, then stall
And make you miss, then maybe even kiss.
-Janek V.
Shedding
It was not so long time ago,
when my sky did shed its skin.
World collapsed and crushed everything I held so dear,
I did felt, that end was near.
Anger goes its own way, and probably this sadness too,
You know, You´ve got Your lesson,
not to fuck around, with peoples person!
Walk Your path and let me be.
You know I held You,
like no one before,
You know I Loved You,
like maybe no one after...
But theres still hope and a dream,
of a red headed Queen,
Who do have a heart of unbelievable burn
I am willing to trust and maybe to fall, for Her beautiful call. - Janek V.
Please...
Please hug me, like You`ve never hugged anyone before
Please kiss me, like You kissed me months ago
Please look at me, like You`re drowning in my eyes,
Please be close to me, like an Angel on my arm,
Please tell me something, like its the last time We meet.
Just something, I don`t know...
Please just hear me out, like I`m wisest in the world.
Please... just let me be, like we`ve never met each other,
never spoke or laughed together.
Or...
Please hold my hand, cause it makes me warm inside
Please whisper, what You really feel inside
Please make me feel like, one of a kind
The one .....
Delusion
I hate the categories like
Something’s wrong and something’s right
I don’t know neither law nor moral
Don’t go by bible or by choral.
I want the life to be in flower,
To „carpe diem“ every hour.
We’re rational and get things done
But when it comes to having fun
We do not act as is our due
and deviate from habitude
Skipping acroanesthesia
of felinophiles
yet in our rhapsodys
we can feel the vibes
What i don’t like is insincereness
And with this song i’ll try to be less:
Was scared that some day i’d back out
Like young and temerous boyscout
A .....
Distance
I'm out of breath, I just ran to the station
hope I don't catch my death of cold
Hell yeah, just great I was here right on time
the train is late and I'm on hold
and I wonder should I wait here at the first place
see what happens, if you miss me
if you miss me at all
It's not okay when you don't write me
or you don't make a good-night-call
but more and more when you are there beside me
It's not that right at all.
Cause when I'm with you I feel the distance and I don't want to be holding hands
I've tried to overcome
this resistance
but in my power it just doesn .....
Don´t say a word
Don't say a word
I've heard all of your stories
don't say a word
let us be
Don't utter a line
before I say good morning
your words are'nt
overwhelming me
Don't try to make me laugh
cause I don't find you witty
oh darling let your body
hold the speech
Just wind your arms around me
caress my hair and shoulders
forget the world and others
I beseech
I switch out my brain
and give myself to senses
I'm asking now if you could do the same
you're voice is such a pain
forgive me my affences
you are the only one to blame
Stop telling jokes
my limit is excee .....
Shared the nights and cigarettes
When I first saw you in that restaurant
Thought you were acting pretty arrogant
I didn’t find you first that elegant
But it was very soon irrelevant
Cause I don’t want to be a lady
I think I’m rather a ladette
As the moments of false modesty were fading
I found another packet cigarettes
We shared the nights and cigarettes Not one of those I don’t regret Not one of those I won’t forget I keep in mind your silhouette
Up in the hotel room, down by the river
Irrespective of the clime extremely warm
The first night already you gave me the shivers
And the second .....
I’m not the one who easily forgets
Don’t know you much but figure neither you
Of course it somehow happens step by step
But hits you then again out of the blue
Still think about that very special eve
The feeling that this night just never ends
We had just met and then you had to leave
Still heard a bit of you among your friends
As foolish or as witty it may sound
I always used to jog and think of you
it gave me strength to make another round
while Frank was singing „Fly me to the moon „
The finnish made my way to you
I haven’t used it since
But when we h .....
Mister X
He reminds you when its time to take a break
he will take you where the sun is shining
for your sake
And you pack your bag and quickly make a cake
just to assert yourself that he is not a fake
He will help you with your coat and open doors
He will even make his way through iron gate
Where the others shake their head he says „Of course“
cause for him you're plainly matter of first rate
And you're wondering if
He's just a fantasy, he is a fiction
he's a male from other space
Its hard to give an adequate depiction
although everything falls into place
The image .....
Kuu
Kuu,
Su poole avan oma suu.
Mu vaevas hing,
ta piinad
kord kuus su juurde viivad.
Mind enda külge liidad,
miks kutsud mind
kui oled suur?
Kardinate taha end ei peida
Su eest ma kuhugi ei põgene
ma väsinuna oma sängi heidan
mu silm liig suurest pingest võbeleb
Ma tean et und ei õnnestu mul leida
mul täpselt keset selga sügeleb
peanupp kui lampe uusi plaane läidab
mu peas vist sada mõtet kügeleb
Kui oled noor ma vabaks saan
võin metsikuna hulluda
Su vanadus mind uinutab
Mu meeled maha rahustab
Mu isand käskija mu suund
On sinu poole oled suur .....
Christmas in Never Ever Land
There´s no snow behind his window
There´s no warmth in fireplace
Bowl of gingerbreads on table
But no flavor and no taste
He can hear the church bells ringing
And the carols from afar
Someone´s calling him and singing
Come and get your gift, my love
It´s christmas in the Netherlands
It´s christmas in New York
But in the Never Ever Land
There are no merry dwarfs
It´s christmas in the fairytale
It´s christmas in my song
And even from the christmas sales
One could bring some along
Christmas eves are filled with laughter
Holy nights are filled with joy
But the Neve .....
Oceans
I would trade away all
pointless things I own to
just be swept away by
warmth of sunday mornings
Once the sun fades, we will
face the empty waters
take a breath as time has
no more right to hold us
Sinking in the ocean
What will I believe in
'neath the old devotiones
Tryin' to keep your image
Safer from the world around
Although the contradictions
Several complicationes
Blurred in different meanings
Noone said It aint right
when you're under my skin
cant resist your sweet voice
and i am chasing your heartbeat
'cuz i quess soon be time
when i cant feel your lips nea .....
It was dark
One day i woke up,
it was cold and it was dark.
Where's sunshine?
Where are all the flowers?
What happened?
Im so weak,
where are all my powers?
I felt so sick,
i felt so bad.
I was so scared,
and everything got bad.
I finally found you,
but you were mad.
You told me that it's my fault,
you told that it was me
who made the world so dark...