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How to be...I can not see...
Should I stop or bend my spirit a little more?
I think of You, all the time.
You haunt my mind, from summer time...
Those cutest eyes, they cuddled me.
The smile of Yours, makes mine to grow. (:
This scent I felt...best drug, in many years.
I wish it would be all to that...
But I fell in Love with You my Dear!
Janek V. 14012017
I am just like a demon
I am just like a demon,
who is evil.
I like freedom
just like the devil.
My color is red,
I eat blood,
I like to be negative
not positive.
I wanna kill YOU,
I wanna feel YOUR fear,
if you dare
to show me.
I am a monster
I'm not like her,
I have a high temper,
you will be DISMEMBERED.
I am soulless,
I don't know, what is kindness,
look me the eye,
I can't tell, what you'll find.
I never wantes any of this
Okay, let me be
Let me be honest whit you all
Let me tell you what lives inside my soul
Yes this is why i write this song
For it to be my last help call
I never loved anyone
I never did
I just played whit ther feelings till they where gone
Or i just got read
To everyones face my lies fed
Trying to find my sead
Till this nonsense to my end led
Now i want my arms to be red
I never wanted to date anyone
I just wanted to feel love
Yeah it my sound harse for you some
I saw my faith, now im gone
Running from life like i allways did
Can you feel what i mean?
Now i just want .....
Elu pind
Elu hind
See maapind
Raiskame aega et tappa enda hing
Sest önne otsides
Me saatust trotsides
Me halba "ennetame"
Kuni jöuame enekani
Ehk keegi kunagi
Ehk tulevikus kuidagi
Saab keegi aru
Ahh jälle ajan ma oma joru
Miks nii vöimatu on leida önne?
Kukutades päevi, kulutades tunde
Ehk keegi kunagi, kuidagi. Saab aru et mul on ka sees Süda
Ja igavesti, igavikku ma vöiks armastada teda!
Ehk keegi kunagi saab aru mis on mu hing
Ja et siinsel kohal pole minu pind
Mis on see önne hind?
Miks siin nüüd pole sind?
Miks önn lendab kui lind?
Otse lennuki otsa, ja .....
Its been a long time....
When I see You coming at me
From far away side of the sea
In that moment, star is falling...
I make a wish, in that little niche
Moon is not hiding anymore,
It's in its full grace
In that split second, I imagine Your embrace.
And inside starts a powerful race
While time goes in slow motion pace.
I feel good vibes flow through me
You'll soon be here
Then starts another heartbeat...
Janek. V 12092016
The look
With Your green eyes,
Take a look inside My eyes,
and tell me
that I wasn`t, just another second prize.
Though, it won`t be much of a suprise,
cause You still couldn`t manage
to throw away Your disguise.
You are so rare
and dear
Stay with me
and be my hun.
-Janek V.
2011
Now I know, it ain`t Love
Sweet, You can be so sweet,
Is there anyone sweeter, than You?
Show me more of that
I wanna feel more,
This pain is not enough for me,
I like pain, like to be used and swept floor with
Oh, how I`d like to be Your mop.
Use me more, mess me up, make me want You more
Then muster everybody You know and laugh at me
Oh yeah! I want to feel the pain in vain
Feel free to gain my Love and care
But later on, when You get tired of bleeding me,
I`ll be strong and will walk away, away from pain, I do not deserve!
-Janek V.
Have a little self-discussion..
When you sit in your dark, silent room,
thinking you've failed everyone around you.
You may lose the light which guides you home,
or the person who gives you what you know.
How do you manage to hide your scars,
your face and red eyes from your dad/mom?
They love you more than words can say,
or is one of them who's tearing you away?
There's always a way out of this place
darker than the ebony black ground.
It's called life within the reality checks,
Is it much harder than it sounds?
No, it's not. You just have to believe.
But how, when everything is so unsteady?
Listen, th .....
Why do I know this?
You try to hide, You try so hard
You change Your face, You change Your site
You run wildly, smiling here and there
But underneath, You know, You cry. ( I know!)(regret?)(despair?)
I do pity You, I really do
I did care, for too long
All I got, was reject
Lies, dirt and neglect.
So what I wanted to say
Theres no way, not easy one
For change, the real one
You need more, than new colour or site. (Look inside...maybe You rot)
- Janek V.™
Senses
I want to touch Your skin, I´d like to crawl within,
...to feel Your essence, to get high.
...to feel this incredible scent, to be carried away
...to know how do You taste and how soft is your lip.
...to know how sun sets, when You sit near.
...to hear this insanely beautiful voice You deliver
...to hear thunder, when holding Your hand.
...to see those hair, waiving in the wind
...to see summer go cold and feel as its still cosy and warm.
...You to be my companion, and first lover in heart!
-Janek V. 19112015
Shedding
It was not so long time ago,
when my sky did shed its skin.
World collapsed and crushed everything I held so dear,
I did felt, that end was near.
Anger goes its own way, and probably this sadness too,
You know, You´ve got Your lesson,
not to fuck around, with peoples person!
Walk Your path and let me be.
You know I held You,
like no one before,
You know I Loved You,
like maybe no one after...
But theres still hope and a dream,
of a red headed Queen,
Who do have a heart of unbelievable burn
I am willing to trust and maybe to fall, for Her beautiful call. - Janek V.
When You are gone...
When You`re gone,
the house seems cold and empty
Only echoes of your voice are bouncing between walls
I`m sitting by the fire place
You asked to lit
I did it, but You ran
and weren`t warmed up
You left as frozen statue
I saw how cold You were.
Now, where the heck You are?
Do You have the cosy heat?
Or are You in some place cold?
You need a cushy blanket?
Please come home
so everybody could sleep well
also have a wonderfull morning
without worries, somethings could bring.
-Janek V. 2011
Delusion
I hate the categories like
Something’s wrong and something’s right
I don’t know neither law nor moral
Don’t go by bible or by choral.
I want the life to be in flower,
To „carpe diem“ every hour.
We’re rational and get things done
But when it comes to having fun
We do not act as is our due
and deviate from habitude
Skipping acroanesthesia
of felinophiles
yet in our rhapsodys
we can feel the vibes
What i don’t like is insincereness
And with this song i’ll try to be less:
Was scared that some day i’d back out
Like young and temerous boyscout
A .....
Don´t say a word
Don't say a word
I've heard all of your stories
don't say a word
let us be
Don't utter a line
before I say good morning
your words are'nt
overwhelming me
Don't try to make me laugh
cause I don't find you witty
oh darling let your body
hold the speech
Just wind your arms around me
caress my hair and shoulders
forget the world and others
I beseech
I switch out my brain
and give myself to senses
I'm asking now if you could do the same
you're voice is such a pain
forgive me my affences
you are the only one to blame
Stop telling jokes
my limit is excee .....
Shared the nights and cigarettes
When I first saw you in that restaurant
Thought you were acting pretty arrogant
I didn’t find you first that elegant
But it was very soon irrelevant
Cause I don’t want to be a lady
I think I’m rather a ladette
As the moments of false modesty were fading
I found another packet cigarettes
We shared the nights and cigarettes Not one of those I don’t regret Not one of those I won’t forget I keep in mind your silhouette
Up in the hotel room, down by the river
Irrespective of the clime extremely warm
The first night already you gave me the shivers
And the second .....