Sõnale darkness leiti 17 luuletust
I wear darkness
i wear something dark in heart
even deeper than your will
you can try but never hurt
you cant touch it- dont have skill
why you wilful still have hope
i cant be no more precise
i have only way down slope
you're the victim i'm the price
in my darkest shade of soul
there is hidden all my faith
trying read it biggest foul
try to understand not hate
above the level of the sea
above my deepest place of dark
i can plant another me
i can grow another heart
all your patenty in life
gives me sometimes short belief
darkful soul contain some light
darkness dives more even deep .....
In the shadows
I'we lived in shadows,
all my life.
I'we waited light,
to shine so bright.
To cast the veil,
from my dark life.
And lift me up,
to see the light.
I might seem cruel.
And out of mind.
I might have claws.
That tare your kind.
But even when,
there is but night.
A light will shine.
Through all that hate.
Your touch, your skin,
your glow without sin.
Your beauty,
that comes from within.
It heals my wounds.
It clears my skin.
It takes me up.
To shine my sins.
from LOVE to TRAGEDY
I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way
As I sit and make my list
Thinking about the years I've missed
As the tear falls from my eye
I know the reason why I cry
Self-destruct, spiral down
Until your want becomes your need
Until I get up like I know I can
Or forever love the fall
Maybe I should just fall
And leave the world and lose it all
And if that's what you need
To finally see
I loved you through it all
Bring on the pills, rol .....
Metro
There was a silence there, and darkness,
but no one was afraid
Then a rustle bloomed in gloom, breath
upon a young boy's face
Tender grip laid on his wrist. Into his
hand a box, a secret
The secret tune, part lullabye, part love
gentle and commanding
Then the boy rose hands up, heart up,
soul up. Deep into the dark
They left his box, his shoes, his socks.
For angels sing, and barefoot walk.
Koostöös genie'ga I **
In the depths of grief,
where sorrows reside,
A soulmate connection,
a love that won't hide,
Through the tears that fall,
and the pain we bear,
Unconditional love,
forever we share.
When darkness descends,
and hearts are torn,
A soulmate's touch, like a beacon,
is sworn,
In the depths of despair,
they stand by our side,
With love that's unyielding,
a constant guide.
Through the trials of life,
when hope feels lost,
A soulmate's embrace,
a bridge we can cross,
Their presence,
a balm for our wounded soul,
In their arms, we find solace,
and become .....
Shadowwork
Darling make up your mind
Eyeshades are making you blind
The past is chasing behind
Take them off if you don't mind
Sunlight may be too bright
Still darkness is not so right
To look back for a second you might...
But never drop down alright
/Mari*Uri/
ONE HAPPY DAY
I have seen the darkness
Very closely -
Blurry eyes, poor vision, empty sight...
I have done a loving act from distance,
Far remotely...
Now the very darkness seems so
Freaking bright...
I want my Baby walking by me
Hand in hand,
Would like to show and teach him ways
The life is beautiful...
And wish one happy day he makes
The safest land',
Still remembering the flight and
Steps on cloudy sand
So colourful<3
/Mari*Uri/
In the nights
in the bottom of all nights
almost without any lights
i can see you but no clear
i definitely like i swear
i like your body outline shades
if i only find that trades
i wish more - i think its tough
i dont feel you close enough
eager voice without the fake
said "cant wait- dont think just take"
then we laid just with no clothes
with no meaning- with no proud
in the middle of next day
we have bearly something say
in the other hand i know
darkness brings us other show
midnight means us simple wishes
simple you and me and flight
just a body heat and kisses
just surrend .....
Christmas Greetings 1941
I walk the silent, Christmas-snowy path,
that goes across the homeland in its suffering.
At each doorstep I would like to bend my knee:
there is no house without mourning.
The spark of anger flickers in sorrow's ashes,
the mind is hard with anger, with pain tender:
there is no way of being pure as Christmas
on this white, pure-as-Christmas path.
Alas, to have to live such stony instants,
to carry on one's heart a coffin lid!
Not even tears will come any more -
that gift of mercy has run out as well.
I'm like someone rowing backwards:
eyes permanently set on past -
backwards, yes - yet reach .....
Write to you
I write to the wind,
to the darkness unknown.
I write to the lover,
whose love has now gone.
I write to the moon,
under shadows at night.
I write to the soldiers,
who can never fight.
I write to the sea,
that is never blue.
I write to the sun,
that now follows you.
I write to the secrets,
that we never see.
I write to the people,
who we want to be.
I write to the leaders,
who can never stay true.
I write to the dreamers.
And now write to you.
my heart to you
I'm scared of falling love
I saw darkness in her beauty
She saw beauty in my darkness
She freed me from my heart
But I'm still trapped inside of conscious
There's no way to say this poems about someone else
Every time you're not in my arms
I start to lose myself
Every night, I fell in love
But no one else could lift me high above
I don’t know what I was doing
Nowadays, I cannot find her
I want your hair , I want your disease
I want your everything as long as it's free
I want your love, love, love, love
I want your love
Trying not to freak when you look at me.
Gotta .....
The raven part 2
While all the world but you is asleep
the silence will be creeping in.
You'll feel the darkness flowing
through some cuts really deep within.
You've come to find the world
too dreary.
To have stayed this long, feels
waste of soul.
Will raven's croak stop this scary
dream
or will your
demise be whole?
You've come to find your
soul apart
tonight a deed has to be done.
A shattered heart is still
a heart
For deciding your fate you are
the one.
You´ve felt the wind of rope
the wintry breath of grim.
You've seen the final piece of hope
that's lost in night so dim.
.....
The raven part 1
While all the world but you is asleep
the silence will be creeping in.
You'll feel the darkness flowing
through some cuts really deep in.
You'll hear the raven's croak
and your heart shakes with hers.
You've let your loneliness soak -
too late for around to turn.
You've poisoned your soul with hate
and trampled your love with fears.
By pain your heart feels raped
the raven will share your tears.
You'll ask for the raven to join
this night's dreadful journey.
For now, with you she cant adjoin
you must learn to own your misery.
The silhouettes of haunting memories
will .....
forbidden story
These words, which he then said
then the next moment all that was swept away.
these moments, which he stored all of me
when the words on my lips were the way to go.
These wishes, which he held
if all that was lost and now I am standing in the rain.
these cries in him, which said only one,
when I did not listen to the raindrops and stupidly gave up.
Those of his beloved, innocent eyes that won me over,
If I no longer lived in darkness and the light was seen.
These three words that came to his lips,
When I just looked and my hand spurged.
.....
pain in heart.
Never enough words to explain.
Never enough feelings to feel.
Never enough the sun to shine.
In heart there is only stressing
Pain, getting harder.
Never enough reasons to smile.
Never enough force to be able to do somethig.
Never enough light to get out from darkness.
In soul there are only revolving frozen dreams.
