Sõnale empty leiti 10 luuletust
Empty feeling in my heart that burns,
is wicked, tough, and painful.
Fadded eyes that are going to down,
have a dark surface and the brilliance of cold.
The scars on my side and my wounds inside,
remind me of my past adventures.
These imperfect hands and heart of stone,
will always remain until the end of the road.
The ghosts are out in force tonight
silent convergence on midnight
the closes and kirks are empty
the foot of the mile is still
the Holy Rood has taken to ground
wraiths are gathering on the hill
I sat in trembling wonder
took a lashing from the rain
saw strange twinkles shaping symbols
searched for her in fever again
Two bootfulls of mud
a skinfull of water
a head full of fire
and two souls asunder
breathing stalled, I seek one out
among those milling on the crest
who holds me in her gentle thrall
though life has stilled within her .....
ONE HAPPY DAY
I have seen the darkness
Very closely -
Blurry eyes, poor vision, empty sight...
I have done a loving act from distance,
Now the very darkness seems so
I want my Baby walking by me
Hand in hand,
Would like to show and teach him ways
The life is beautiful...
And wish one happy day he makes
The safest land',
Still remembering the flight and
Steps on cloudy sand
Ema portree Portrait of my Mother
See on mu ema portree. This is a portrait of my mother.
Käed tööväsimusest vajunud sülle. Hands sunk in her lap from work-weariness
Ja mina kusagil tühjas ruumis And I somewhere in empty space
hüplev alp harakas a conceited, hopping magpie
laia taevalaotuse all. under a broad sky.
Prillid on kukkunud lahti löödud raamatule. Her glasses have fallen on to the knocked-open book.
Suur Jumal hoia mu poega. Great Lord, look after my son.
Vihm vasardab vast .....
Those eyes, that keep everything bundled inside, wishing that everything's gonna be alright,
all I really wanted was to see you smile, my dedication, my hesitation, I'm no longer blind,
cause you're my light in the sky, hoping this time I'll get it right, I'll do it with all my might
I've never been one that's liked, wish you could be here,right here, part of my life, I can't really rhyme
I have to say what I say, I'll let the swing sway, over the edge of the world, I've found myself,
thinking of you once at least every day, so I wont stop the pursuit of happiness, I threw away,
When You are gone...
When You`re gone,
the house seems cold and empty
Only echoes of your voice are bouncing between walls
I`m sitting by the fire place
You asked to lit
I did it, but You ran
and weren`t warmed up
You left as frozen statue
I saw how cold You were.
Now, where the heck You are?
Do You have the cosy heat?
Or are You in some place cold?
You need a cushy blanket?
Please come home
so everybody could sleep well
also have a wonderfull morning
without worries, somethings could bring.
-Janek V. 2011
I would trade away all
pointless things I own to
just be swept away by
warmth of sunday mornings
Once the sun fades, we will
face the empty waters
take a breath as time has
no more right to hold us
Sinking in the ocean
What will I believe in
'neath the old devotiones
Tryin' to keep your image
Safer from the world around
Although the contradictions
Blurred in different meanings
Noone said It aint right
when you're under my skin
cant resist your sweet voice
and i am chasing your heartbeat
'cuz i quess soon be time
when i cant feel your lips nea .....
Broken stones, dirty hands and the eyes that wayched the emptiness;
Kid who don't drown up; who was empty shape
Yet I scream at her.
Hey kid, you're someone who sweeps the walls. You're the wall, not the one who's trying to destroy it
Broken homes, black bodies, and the contact that's never interrupted;
kid who lives in a dreams; who don't grow up; who was empty shape
But yet, I scream at her
Hey kid, you're someone who's laughing at them; you're seagull who can't see colors, hear sounds, but still knows everything
Flight of fancy
It`s so empty here without you,
I miss your smile I miss your touch.
I want to fly in cloudy sky around you,
to keep our love, which I need so much.
There is nobody and no money,
to take that, what I feel for you.
We are ment to be together darling
and nothing can take me away from you.
Let`s live in our fairyland,
somewhere in castle in the sky.
Which we can build by stones of our feelings
by rising them there and let fly.