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Its been a long time....
When I see You coming at me
From far away side of the sea
In that moment, star is falling...
I make a wish, in that little niche
Moon is not hiding anymore,
It's in its full grace
In that split second, I imagine Your embrace.
And inside starts a powerful race
While time goes in slow motion pace.
I feel good vibes flow through me
You'll soon be here
Then starts another heartbeat...
Janek. V 12092016
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Sanya
VÕIB-OLLA...
NII ARMSAD SU KIRJAD
NEED IGATSUST TÄIS
TÕESTI POLE VEEL HILJA -
PEAST MÕTE MUL KÄIB
MA EI TUNNE VEEL SIND
KUID TIHTI MÕTTES SA MUL
OMA SÜDAMES MIND
HOIAD ÕHTUL JA HOMMIKUL
VÕIB-OLLA TÕESTI SEE NII
ON TÄHERAAMATULOOS
ET SAATUS KOKKU MEID VIIB
JA HOIAB ALATI KOOS
SUVE SUMEDUSES SIND ENDASSE SULEN
JA SÜGISEL KUULAME VIHMATRALLI
TALVEL LUMEVAIKUSES TULEN
JA TÕDEN - SA MU SÜDAMEKALLIM
Louder than anything loud
I wonder, where We belong...
To stars, which are long burnt out...
Or to ground, which waits another round...
Yep, I still wonder, if earth is still round.
I know, after I descend into ground
my mind, will be blown
This moment, I found
Oh no, You can´t be so loud.
So, now I beg, please eject from my mind,
Reject all our memories of that time.
Never return and never ever bring back those silly lies
Leave and promise You´ll never be seen!
-Janek V.
The look
With Your green eyes,
Take a look inside My eyes,
and tell me
that I wasn`t, just another second prize.
Though, it won`t be much of a suprise,
cause You still couldn`t manage
to throw away Your disguise.
You are so rare
and dear
Stay with me
and be my hun.
-Janek V.
2011
Now I know, it ain`t Love
Sweet, You can be so sweet,
Is there anyone sweeter, than You?
Show me more of that
I wanna feel more,
This pain is not enough for me,
I like pain, like to be used and swept floor with
Oh, how I`d like to be Your mop.
Use me more, mess me up, make me want You more
Then muster everybody You know and laugh at me
Oh yeah! I want to feel the pain in vain
Feel free to gain my Love and care
But later on, when You get tired of bleeding me,
I`ll be strong and will walk away, away from pain, I do not deserve!
-Janek V.
Have a little self-discussion..
When you sit in your dark, silent room,
thinking you've failed everyone around you.
You may lose the light which guides you home,
or the person who gives you what you know.
How do you manage to hide your scars,
your face and red eyes from your dad/mom?
They love you more than words can say,
or is one of them who's tearing you away?
There's always a way out of this place
darker than the ebony black ground.
It's called life within the reality checks,
Is it much harder than it sounds?
No, it's not. You just have to believe.
But how, when everything is so unsteady?
Listen, th .....
No losing
On the jorney of sacred path,
I met the mighty wraith.
So I turned down to saints and angels,
to accepted the life of deepest depths.
There`s world of the greatest growth,
There`s Love, which saddens me not!
There`s progress, which grows me most.
Also, I can freely raise the toast.
...in spite of everything lost, I can say
I did Love You the most!
But what was that cost?
Hey, I`m never again to be lost ! - Janek
Why do I know this?
You try to hide, You try so hard
You change Your face, You change Your site
You run wildly, smiling here and there
But underneath, You know, You cry. ( I know!)(regret?)(despair?)
I do pity You, I really do
I did care, for too long
All I got, was reject
Lies, dirt and neglect.
So what I wanted to say
Theres no way, not easy one
For change, the real one
You need more, than new colour or site. (Look inside...maybe You rot)
- Janek V.™
Here, with a lesson!
I once fell into a trap,
It was neat and sweet,
It held me tight
and with every sole heartbeat
It took my heart.
Many walked by,
while whispering- its really bittersweet.
I refused to listen.
So here I am,
No trap, no heart
A sole survivor of my own mishap.
-Janek V.
Shedding
It was not so long time ago,
when my sky did shed its skin.
World collapsed and crushed everything I held so dear,
I did felt, that end was near.
Anger goes its own way, and probably this sadness too,
You know, You´ve got Your lesson,
not to fuck around, with peoples person!
Walk Your path and let me be.
You know I held You,
like no one before,
You know I Loved You,
like maybe no one after...
But theres still hope and a dream,
of a red headed Queen,
Who do have a heart of unbelievable burn
I am willing to trust and maybe to fall, for Her beautiful call. - Janek V.
When You are gone...
When You`re gone,
the house seems cold and empty
Only echoes of your voice are bouncing between walls
I`m sitting by the fire place
You asked to lit
I did it, but You ran
and weren`t warmed up
You left as frozen statue
I saw how cold You were.
Now, where the heck You are?
Do You have the cosy heat?
Or are You in some place cold?
You need a cushy blanket?
Please come home
so everybody could sleep well
also have a wonderfull morning
without worries, somethings could bring.
-Janek V. 2011
Please...
Please hug me, like You`ve never hugged anyone before
Please kiss me, like You kissed me months ago
Please look at me, like You`re drowning in my eyes,
Please be close to me, like an Angel on my arm,
Please tell me something, like its the last time We meet.
Just something, I don`t know...
Please just hear me out, like I`m wisest in the world.
Please... just let me be, like we`ve never met each other,
never spoke or laughed together.
Or...
Please hold my hand, cause it makes me warm inside
Please whisper, what You really feel inside
Please make me feel like, one of a kind
The one .....