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Depression
If i had the choice between life and death,
honestly I would be dead.
My birth was a mistake,
but my life I can't take.
If my life I would end,
then my friends to death I would send.
Now hear me out alright,
suicide isn't right,
but suffering aint better either.
I don't wanna die,
but neither do i wanna slowly wither.
I've had enough of this bullshit,
since almost everyone i know is full of shit.
Goodbye.
Intro
The artist does not himself necessarily agree with the opinions and beliefs expressed in the following text. Any and/or all statements regarding truth, reality, God, etc should be viewed as narrative contrived by the artist for entertainment purposes only. The artist hereby disavows his own personal responsibility for any paranormal activity related to the listening of this album. The listener listens at his own risk and will hopefully have a safe, yet fun and expansive, trip. The characters in this album are very real and reside inside a space time continuum known as "the artist's .....
— Maarjo KMy dream
What're my biggest dreams..?
My dream is to be with you,
to be by your side,
cuz I love you so much.
I have so many daydreams,
I wish to get married with you,
I wanna live with you,
cuz you mean everything to me.
We have so many good memories,
you are very dear to me,
you have a place in my heart,
you're my heart and soul.
I can't live without you,
I can't be there, where you don't exist.
We make each other feel good and laugh,
we are always there for each other.
We're never alone.
Your perfect for me,
every night I dream your still here.
I wish to see you there.
I love my kindergarden friend
You know me from kindergarten,
You held me in that garden.
You cared about me each day,
We were together every day.
We played, we laughed together,
we were made for each other.
When I moved out,
You cried out loud.
You cried almost a week,
but sorry, that I was weak.
Then I saw you in a next school,
I fell in love with you,
at volleyball practice.
You noticed, that I have something on you.
Then we talked and we got closer,
every day, we got closer than ever.
I started to trust and tell you everything,
to me, you are my heart, my life.
One day, I hoped to be your wife .....
Please don't stop me
I wanna die
I wanna cry
cuz I'm nothing anymore.
None want me here.
Just save me from this pain,
I don't have anywhere to go,
just leave me alone,
none don't want me here.
I wanna cry
I wanna die
Please, don't stop me
and let me end this
from LOVE to TRAGEDY
I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way
As I sit and make my list
Thinking about the years I've missed
As the tear falls from my eye
I know the reason why I cry
Self-destruct, spiral down
Until your want becomes your need
Until I get up like I know I can
Or forever love the fall
Maybe I should just fall
And leave the world and lose it all
And if that's what you need
To finally see
I loved you through it all
Bring on the pills, rol .....
Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
So if I love you I have to let you go
And you should run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't .....
Do not stand at my grave and weep
Do not stand at my grave and weep:
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning’s hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starshine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry:
I am not there; I did not die.
Mary Elizabeth Frye
Wow-wow, this pleasure race went through my veins and straight to core
Sincere and warm, sensual and slightly crafty
This venturesome adventure, made myself to go, bit beyond.
Behind my pain, open up a bit
Hahaa, just to gain another fucking hit
To free fall and drown
But then again I´ll rise and play the fire games.
All those times I´ve been afraid, now I spit to this two-faced kind
It felt so good, it relieved the blablabla inside my brain.
Its such a gain, but shame on me if I wont again regain....
1042017 Janek V.
Kohtumine
Otsin ööst mõtet,
rõdu all kiljatamas lapsekari
kes õhtuhämaruses emasi ootavad.
¿Tule, Pekka, hüppame lompi.
Püherdame nagu põrsad,
aeleme nagu alligaatorid,
sipleme nagu sipelgad,
mürame nagu maod,
trambime kui tarakanid.
Viskame teineteist mudaga silma
ja naerame kahekesi.
Tume pilvemassiiv peade kohal äkitselt helendub,
UFO maabub.
Taevast triljon tuld peegeldub.
Uduloorist ilmub hattussilmadega ema,
nuttes taga aegu
mil anaalsondeerimisest miskit teadnud.
JUMAL AUTA !!
Maa-alt kargab mullapilves välja sinine ninasarvik.
Seljas ratsutamas roheline .....
I am just like a demon
I am just like a demon,
who is evil.
I like freedom
just like the devil.
My color is red,
I eat blood,
I like to be negative
not positive.
I wanna kill YOU,
I wanna feel YOUR fear,
if you dare
to show me.
I am a monster
I'm not like her,
I have a high temper,
you will be DISMEMBERED.
I am soulless,
I don't know, what is kindness,
look me the eye,
I can't tell, what you'll find.
My love is mine
I have finally found my love
and it's my true one.
I don't wanna be gone,
so I escaped with a broken car.
I found an abandoned city,
so I parked there.
It was so sad here,
I felt nothing but pity.
For so long I searched for help
before I lost my strenght,
I screamed with all my breath,
I'm scared that, my heart was already melt.
I heard something, far away,
but something, was in my way.
Then I saw someone,
was he the one?
He is coming to me,
I'm so scared right now.
Wait, now I know,
he is the only one, for me.
We kissed,
my heart is fixed,
I'm stronger, than .....
My best friend "brother"
I have a brother
and sister.
I have a mum
and dad.
Who I love the most,
is it a ghost or thoust?
Is it bigger
or smaller?
Who is here,
when I'm crying?
My bro is there,
when I'm trying.
He's only one, who cares
and he always dares,
me to do something,
everywhere and every thing.
But I don't care,
if he likes to dare.
I love it
and I like it.
My best brother
My best brother,
who dares,
but I don't care,
what that is.
I don't care,
if he drinks.
I don't dare,
him, what to do.
He's always sleepy,
but never hungry.
He has a girlfriend
and good friend.
He is very kind
and funny.
Almost blind
and bunny.
He's such a bully,
but sometimes, ho got carried away,
but it's his bad way,
he's so scary.
He's so childish,
like a fish.
This paradise, utopia
You left,
Wheres the police?
There have been theft
Now nothing holy is
This "paradise" "utopia"
Is nothing but distopia
Our lifes are painful copies, ahh
Good partners are grateful fuckers, muahh
My luck has fell
This "utopia" is just a hell
Now only time will tell
When we will to satan our blood sell
Im feeling sadness
Inside my head is madness
Only luck is our gladness
But our boddyes just need a rest
I just failed that test
The test in life school
Only those will see the rest
Who can keep their head cool
Lets let this distopia die
Lets mak .....
Mu aju üle võetud jälle
Tere luule
Las ma panen kirja nüüd köik
Köik mis ma tunnen
Et saaks siia veel üks löik
Löik köigest mis ma püüan tuultest
Et mu peas asuv pöik
Teaks millest ta mötleb ja kes
Saab korda teha köik
Whos the best?
Üksindusse karjutud höik
Sest reaalsus on see
Et järgmine löik
Näitab teile kätte selle salmi tee
___...
Mu aju on üle vöetud jälle
Mind ei huvita et kolm nältab kell
Sest enda aju ma leidsin möelmas jälle talle
Elu pole iial hell
Kuid sind ma tahaks endale
I know that yes youll never tell
I know we dont know eachother for long
Kuid tean et .....
I never wantes any of this
Okay, let me be
Let me be honest whit you all
Let me tell you what lives inside my soul
Yes this is why i write this song
For it to be my last help call
I never loved anyone
I never did
I just played whit ther feelings till they where gone
Or i just got read
To everyones face my lies fed
Trying to find my sead
Till this nonsense to my end led
Now i want my arms to be red
I never wanted to date anyone
I just wanted to feel love
Yeah it my sound harse for you some
I saw my faith, now im gone
Running from life like i allways did
Can you feel what i mean?
Now i just want .....