Sõnale hurt leiti 20 luuletust
The ignorance
Draw the heart, and embrace the photo.
Feeling exploited, I burned the pulps.
From matches emerges a forest fire.
Getting scared, the water appears.
Around the jungle arises the river.
Beautiful blossom flower trees and sun,
Turned into cold ashes after hotness as fire.
Now everything is messed up.
I am a mess, an idiot and a loser
I can trust none around us.
Pretty sure his losing affection.
I can't fondness myself, I am embarrassed.
I burned the forest and tore the infatuation.
How can I forgive myself when I hurt them.
The therapist said, take a sapling
and spread the em .....
Split in two
I have a heart,
that's split in two.
One remains in,
the other with you.
I gave you all,
I ever had.
My love, my life,
my soul to have.
You tore me up,
you took me down,
you broke my bones.
My pain was loud!
But I am here,
despite the loss.
I heal my wounds.
I bare my cross.
I rise my head,
despite the pain.
I gave up lies,
I gave up blame.
I rose anew.
And took a vow.
To never weep.
And never bow.
Fear
Eternal fear of lies.
The endless to be born.
With you it bounds, it ties.
It's life by you is worn.
The truth will once emerge.
The truth will set us free.
You will be weak at first.
But you can count on me.
I will hold you up.
And heal, when there is need.
I will never stop.
As long as you need me.
Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
So if I love you I have to let you go
And you should run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't .....
I wear darkness
i wear something dark in heart
even deeper than your will
you can try but never hurt
you cant touch it- dont have skill
why you wilful still have hope
i cant be no more precise
i have only way down slope
you're the victim i'm the price
in my darkest shade of soul
there is hidden all my faith
trying read it biggest foul
try to understand not hate
above the level of the sea
above my deepest place of dark
i can plant another me
i can grow another heart
all your patenty in life
gives me sometimes short belief
darkful soul contain some light
darkness dives more even deep .....
If you want..
I just need some time
to think straight once,
just leave me alone,
I need time in my own space,
thinking back to the past,
when my momma used to hold me.
Why didn't you told me,
To have love,
I have to get hurt,
to go through the pain,
If I want to be loved by others,
I have to change for them,
If I want trust,
I have to give some away.
Why didn't none told me,
If I want love, have to go through the pain,
If I want love, I have to change.
Everyone asking how am I,
I say okay, but isn't what we all say?
I miss the old you,
I wish to have momma,
I wish to be loved,
Why do .....
For you
Those eyes, that keep everything bundled inside, wishing that everything's gonna be alright,
all I really wanted was to see you smile, my dedication, my hesitation, I'm no longer blind,
cause you're my light in the sky, hoping this time I'll get it right, I'll do it with all my might
I've never been one that's liked, wish you could be here,right here, part of my life, I can't really rhyme
I have to say what I say, I'll let the swing sway, over the edge of the world, I've found myself,
thinking of you once at least every day, so I wont stop the pursuit of happiness, I threw away,
even .....
My dove
I know you´ve had it tough
all the tears you´ve hid inside.
Theres no way you´re getting out of here
It´s dangerous to have been so kind.
You need to feel the wind
brushing on your cheeks.
The very touch of freedom
is the thing anyone should seek.
Fly now, my little dove
courage to live
will come from above.
Fly with your wings,
forget about the land
find a place to stand.
Do not now rest
until we´re far and gone
and all the rest will be
healed by this new dawn.
Never look back
only if you´ve forgiven.
And believe me, that
i, too, hope to make it
to the h .....
Here you lie
Here you lie
all cried-up and sad
missing some things
you never really had.
Hoping for my
mind to clear.
Don´t wait for this scum
your heaven is near.
You´ll find the joy
from all the little things around
Love is right beside you
it sneaks up without a sound.
You´ve gotta fly
right to the end of the skies.
Without regrets, no turning back
you´ve got to fly, no question "Why?"
You´ll find a love
better than me.
Healing takes some time
but one day you´ll see.
All the scars i teared on you
will heal and make you stronger.
And i think you´ll be goo .....
Parents, think about it..
Have you ever think about,
what your doing to them..?
How your word hurts,
have you no shame..?
We all take it in difference ways,
some may defend, some may cry.
Wanna know, what they do or try
or you don't care at all..?
Parents should support their little ones...
THEN WHY YOU MAKE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOUR KIDS!!!
Loving one than the other,
youth needs to be counted...
Have you realised, how she feels,
when she sees sibling getting all,
but you gave her the cold shoulder
and she feels so left out...
Have you think about it,
what they do behind your back..?
They might .....
Broken soul
I have been hurt sense i got sisters
nobody really understands,
what i go through everyday.
I cry to sleep every night.
You dont see my hurt yet,
cuz i never show it.
Letting you think am alright,
can you see me right through?
Am all alone in my mess.
I can tell you my pain,
but it dosen't take the pressure off my chest.
I live with a broken soul.
I cut myself to feel the actual pain.
I had love, what broke me,
now i have no trust against boys,
cuz he broke me along with my childhood.
You can try to fix me or cheer me up
It's never gonna help,
cuz the pain is too re .....
My feelings for a girl
I think about you all the time
You're always in my head
I reread every text you send
And remember what you said
I'm always here for you
Every hour or the day
I'll never let you down
Or hurt you in any way
I love you more than anything
You're like the air I breathe
And when I look around
I know you're all I need
My sunshine on cloudy day
That's one thing that you are
And even on the darkest night
You are my brightest star
Nightmare
Just got a freakin` nightmare,
It sure hurts, as hell,
Its just 3 a.m
Oh hell!
With this crazy night as well
can sign myself, to the hospitel!
Or maybe, I`m about to find
an sacred well!
To make those demons,
go away and stay away
So I could stay as sane
as You think I am today.
-Janek V.
Have a little self-discussion..
When you sit in your dark, silent room,
thinking you've failed everyone around you.
You may lose the light which guides you home,
or the person who gives you what you know.
How do you manage to hide your scars,
your face and red eyes from your dad/mom?
They love you more than words can say,
or is one of them who's tearing you away?
There's always a way out of this place
darker than the ebony black ground.
It's called life within the reality checks,
Is it much harder than it sounds?
No, it's not. You just have to believe.
But how, when everything is so unsteady?
Listen, th .....
Goodbye my love, goodbye my boy
Even when waves take me with them,
I know you'll never stay next to me
you know, I really don't want it, but no
I missed you so much.
Even when your voice makes me go with you,
I know it'll never stay the same
you know, I really don't listen to it, but no
I loved you so freakin' much.
Even when your goofy smile makes me weak,
I know you'll never stay as happy as I might think
you know, I really don't want it, but no
I missed you so much that it hurts sometimes.
Even when waves take me with them,
I know you'll never stay next to me
you know, I really don't want it, but no
.....
Aniversary
The ghosts are out in force tonight
yessir
silent convergence on midnight
yessir
the closes and kirks are empty
the foot of the mile is still
the Holy Rood has taken to ground
wraiths are gathering on the hill
I sat in trembling wonder
took a lashing from the rain
saw strange twinkles shaping symbols
searched for her in fever again
Two bootfulls of mud
a skinfull of water
a head full of fire
and two souls asunder
breathing stalled, I seek one out
among those milling on the crest
who holds me in her gentle thrall
though life has stilled within her .....
