Sõnale lies leiti 16 luuletust
Eternal fear of lies.
The endless to be born.
With you it bounds, it ties.
It's life by you is worn.
The truth will once emerge.
The truth will set us free.
You will be weak at first.
But you can count on me.
I will hold you up.
And heal, when there is need.
I will never stop.
As long as you need me.
I´ve been naked before You,
No, I´m not thinking just stripped,
I mean real naked, like fears, hopes, all the things I´ve never told anyone before...
You knew me best, and You´ll never know the rest...
I guess, the fear was bigger, than the rest...
I guess, thats the way of those who always rest,
never take chances,
and never be the best...
Why do I know this?
You try to hide, You try so hard
You change Your face, You change Your site
You run wildly, smiling here and there
But underneath, You know, You cry. ( I know!)(regret?)(despair?)
I do pity You, I really do
I did care, for too long
All I got, was reject
Lies, dirt and neglect.
So what I wanted to say
Theres no way, not easy one
For change, the real one
You need more, than new colour or site. (Look inside...maybe You rot)
- Janek V.™
As the crow flies....
Sa ei julge enam mulle halvasti öelda,
sest ma andestan Sulle,
et ma ennast ei väärtustanud,
et oleksin võinud küsida rohkem palka,
mida kõike veel.
Kõik on andeks antud,
ma ei pea elama teie emotsionaalse sodi sees,
sest mul puudub huvi tegeleda teiste emotsioonidega,
ma olen ise.
Ja ka mina, muidugi
kogun endasse innovaatilist jõudu, mis
võiks liigutada mägesid,
aga need mäed ei liigu nii kiiresti
ja teised ei taha kapata alati minuga ühes suunas,
siis see jääb see sõit kuidagi aeglaseks minu jaoks...
In the end
In the eve
of all my days
I will leave
will stop my ways
Where to go
what will be next
no written text
But inside me
is my belief
is solid strong
that we will see
But now they're waiting
but they are waiting
where I belong
My life was gift
my death is way
please let me drift
please let me go
Oh you still have
some words to say
say them please
and let me go
I will go
and you will stay
no need to cry
no need for pray
At the end
of all my nights
need no tears
Once a year
turn little lights
please dont send
me m .....
The door ajar, I stood at point of day,
Tiptoe for you and with awakened eyes.
The suns gold slipper trod the gravelled way,
The grasses spilled their dews in glad surprise-
And then you came out of a mist of flowers
That clung and swayed like knots of butterflies!
When afterwards we two, in softened hours,
Walked through the fields of rye all red for reaping,
I felt as if my heart obeyed new powers:
The old in me seemed either dead or sleeping,
And as I glimpsed the poppies fluttering fire,
An eager pleasure set my pulses leaping.
And you, these sang, could give me my desire.
Split in two
I have a heart,
that's split in two.
One remains in,
the other with you.
I gave you all,
I ever had.
My love, my life,
my soul to have.
You tore me up,
you took me down,
you broke my bones.
My pain was loud!
But I am here,
despite the loss.
I heal my wounds.
I bare my cross.
I rise my head,
despite the pain.
I gave up lies,
I gave up blame.
I rose anew.
And took a vow.
To never weep.
And never bow.
I think of dreams, I think of lies,
I think of moments, I despise.
I sometimes know, what will come thru,
I once thought, but now I do.
I asked for time and nothing less.
It gave me lies, it gave me bliss.
It showed me how, the road must go,
It gave me tools, to make it so.
Why do we play, this crooked game?
Why do we slay, this endless fame?
I ask of you now, your hand to give.
So we could leave and never "live".
Those eyes, that keep everything bundled inside, wishing that everything's gonna be alright,
all I really wanted was to see you smile, my dedication, my hesitation, I'm no longer blind,
cause you're my light in the sky, hoping this time I'll get it right, I'll do it with all my might
I've never been one that's liked, wish you could be here,right here, part of my life, I can't really rhyme
I have to say what I say, I'll let the swing sway, over the edge of the world, I've found myself,
thinking of you once at least every day, so I wont stop the pursuit of happiness, I threw away,
I never wantes any of this
Okay, let me be
Let me be honest whit you all
Let me tell you what lives inside my soul
Yes this is why i write this song
For it to be my last help call
I never loved anyone
I never did
I just played whit ther feelings till they where gone
Or i just got read
To everyones face my lies fed
Trying to find my sead
Till this nonsense to my end led
Now i want my arms to be red
I never wanted to date anyone
I just wanted to feel love
Yeah it my sound harse for you some
I saw my faith, now im gone
Running from life like i allways did
Can you feel what i mean?
Now i just want .....
Louder than anything loud
I wonder, where We belong...
To stars, which are long burnt out...
Or to ground, which waits another round...
Yep, I still wonder, if earth is still round.
I know, after I descend into ground
my mind, will be blown
This moment, I found
Oh no, You can´t be so loud.
So, now I beg, please eject from my mind,
Reject all our memories of that time.
Never return and never ever bring back those silly lies
Leave and promise You´ll never be seen!
Love in your eyes
In your eyes I see my heart beating
In your mouth I see my love breathing
In your ears I whisper my joys
Upon your chest you feel my cries
Is this how you saw us in the future
Torn apart when our hearts are so pure
Never to see this kind of love again
Perfect partners we'll be till the end
There are always tears in love
Untold sacrifices and limits pushed
But our feelings they were never lies
I'll always see 'I love you' in your eyes
And mine... shared forever
A Heart Full Of Little Fluffy Butterflies
I have poison in my veins,
I feel it pumping, I’m not the same.
My heart keeps whispering your name
And you can hear it but you’re oceans away.
How do you read my soul?
I thought it was secret, you know...
As a day into a night you’ve grown
Close to my heart, where wind used to blow.
I’m sorry but your eyes
Look like the starlit skies.
You bring a fire into mine
And my heart is full of little fluffy butterflies.
I smile and I smile
Thinking back to our time.
Your kisses, unable to deny,
Give me my wings to fly.
I’m scared to feel this way,
Not going to lie. .....