Sõnale lost leiti 24 luuletust (pop)
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These words, which he then said
then the next moment all that was swept away.
these moments, which he stored all of me
when the words on my lips were the way to go.
These wishes, which he held
if all that was lost and now I am standing in the rain.
these cries in him, which said only one,
when I did not listen to the raindrops and stupidly gave up.
Those of his beloved, innocent eyes that won me over,
If I no longer lived in darkness and the light was seen.
These three words that came to his lips,
When I just looked and my hand spurged.
.....
When You are gone...
When You`re gone,
the house seems cold and empty
Only echoes of your voice are bouncing between walls
I`m sitting by the fire place
You asked to lit
I did it, but You ran
and weren`t warmed up
You left as frozen statue
I saw how cold You were.
Now, where the heck You are?
Do You have the cosy heat?
Or are You in some place cold?
You need a cushy blanket?
Please come home
so everybody could sleep well
also have a wonderfull morning
without worries, somethings could bring.
-Janek V. 2011
Aniversary
The ghosts are out in force tonight
yessir
silent convergence on midnight
yessir
the closes and kirks are empty
the foot of the mile is still
the Holy Rood has taken to ground
wraiths are gathering on the hill
I sat in trembling wonder
took a lashing from the rain
saw strange twinkles shaping symbols
searched for her in fever again
Two bootfulls of mud
a skinfull of water
a head full of fire
and two souls asunder
breathing stalled, I seek one out
among those milling on the crest
who holds me in her gentle thrall
though life has stilled within her .....
from LOVE to TRAGEDY
I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way
As I sit and make my list
Thinking about the years I've missed
As the tear falls from my eye
I know the reason why I cry
Self-destruct, spiral down
Until your want becomes your need
Until I get up like I know I can
Or forever love the fall
Maybe I should just fall
And leave the world and lose it all
And if that's what you need
To finally see
I loved you through it all
Bring on the pills, rol .....
No losing
On the jorney of sacred path,
I met the mighty wraith.
So I turned down to saints and angels,
to accepted the life of deepest depths.
There`s world of the greatest growth,
There`s Love, which saddens me not!
There`s progress, which grows me most.
Also, I can freely raise the toast.
...in spite of everything lost, I can say
I did Love You the most!
But what was that cost?
Hey, I`m never again to be lost ! - Janek
luhtum
kuidas see juhtus
tuleste avatud pihkude puhtus
ja siluli paid
põskedel
siidina sõnatud sõnumid said
kuidas see juhtus
katkeva sõlmede sõrmine sidusus
pooleldi luhtus
lahtistest nööridest põimudes
moodustus teisele elule abistav köis
lõputuis öis
millal see juhtus
tühjuse torbikud ääreni
veeresid täis
otsani ootamas ikkagi tooret
mis näis
olevat õige ja olevat pealegi
antud
kõikidest kõrgemalt
enamast hoolemalt kantud
lastud ja lenneldud õhkude panna
ja hoida
kuni jääb õnneni isegi
heledast halost ja helluse helidest väheks
tantsivaist t .....
my heart to you
I'm scared of falling love
I saw darkness in her beauty
She saw beauty in my darkness
She freed me from my heart
But I'm still trapped inside of conscious
There's no way to say this poems about someone else
Every time you're not in my arms
I start to lose myself
Every night, I fell in love
But no one else could lift me high above
I don’t know what I was doing
Nowadays, I cannot find her
I want your hair , I want your disease
I want your everything as long as it's free
I want your love, love, love, love
I want your love
Trying not to freak when you look at me.
Gotta .....
My love is mine
I have finally found my love
and it's my true one.
I don't wanna be gone,
so I escaped with a broken car.
I found an abandoned city,
so I parked there.
It was so sad here,
I felt nothing but pity.
For so long I searched for help
before I lost my strenght,
I screamed with all my breath,
I'm scared that, my heart was already melt.
I heard something, far away,
but something, was in my way.
Then I saw someone,
was he the one?
He is coming to me,
I'm so scared right now.
Wait, now I know,
he is the only one, for me.
We kissed,
my heart is fixed,
I'm stronger, than .....
Minatu Mina
Ju mul midagi viga on; kui iga mu rida toob;
esile sus viha hood; karju nagu kisakoor;
ütlemata jätsin pool; teades, et oled muutumatu;
nagu ma jään murdumatuks; andes enesele vastust;
vaikust saatnult; mis igaveseks siia sisse ära mahtus;
ei mingit kahtlust; olen ammu-ammu kadund;
Ega ei maandu; enne kui rahu saabub;
sõda su saatus; katkine apaatsus; kõikuv madrus;
kõhklus lasub; kõigel mida enamik kõneleb;
kui seisan püsti; siis enamik vaevu piilub läbi sõrmede;
ja õiged need; kes nagu kanad kudrutama ei jää õrrele;
omavahel tõrelend; tõdedest ei pääse aa mad .....
Mustast tindist nõretuv kontuur
Kaugel, nii kaugelt, mälestus tundest,
seistes siin külmal uksel, räsitud tuulest,
ootus, lootus, et viimaks ta kuuleks,
viimaks ta tuleks,ta nimi õrnalt mu huultel,
olles teel kohta mis piinab vaid hinge,
endiselt lõõmamas hoidmas mu kirge,
aastad mööduvad, siiski miski ei muutunud,
kõik endine ikka siin, kui su esimene puudutus,
Sirge see selg südamel mis on ammu murdunud,
Olin viimne kelm, tunnen end jultunult,
Mu õhetavast näost võid lugeda, et mul on häbi,
Kahetsus närib mu päevi, seni kuni need päevad..
saamas on läbi,silman pimedas taevas üksikuid tähti,
.....
The raven part 2
While all the world but you is asleep
the silence will be creeping in.
You'll feel the darkness flowing
through some cuts really deep within.
You've come to find the world
too dreary.
To have stayed this long, feels
waste of soul.
Will raven's croak stop this scary
dream
or will your
demise be whole?
You've come to find your
soul apart
tonight a deed has to be done.
A shattered heart is still
a heart
For deciding your fate you are
the one.
You´ve felt the wind of rope
the wintry breath of grim.
You've seen the final piece of hope
that's lost in night so dim.
.....
Am I alone?
Am I alone now,
am broken inside.
Why did you do this?
Am I nothing to you?
I was afraid of it,
that I might lose you.
Now I know, I lost the boy
to the coldest world.
You have been sweetest,
so kind and carrying.
My brightest star,
the goodness hero.
I am still with you,
I will carry through it all,
I won't leave you,
I will love to the end.
I think
I think of dreams, I think of lies,
I think of moments, I despise.
I sometimes know, what will come thru,
I once thought, but now I do.
I asked for time and nothing less.
It gave me lies, it gave me bliss.
It showed me how, the road must go,
It gave me tools, to make it so.
Why do we play, this crooked game?
Why do we slay, this endless fame?
I ask of you now, your hand to give.
So we could leave and never "live".
Remember
Remember these moments.
You and I share.
Remember these feelings.
The markings I bare.
Remember the meadows.
The sunshine at dawn.
Remember the oceans.
Where lovers have gone.
Remember my hand.
My body and soul.
Remember me lover.
For I will be gone.
Gone to the meadows.
And gone to the sea.
Lost in the shadows.
Where I need to be.
Koostöös genie'ga I **
In the depths of grief,
where sorrows reside,
A soulmate connection,
a love that won't hide,
Through the tears that fall,
and the pain we bear,
Unconditional love,
forever we share.
When darkness descends,
and hearts are torn,
A soulmate's touch, like a beacon,
is sworn,
In the depths of despair,
they stand by our side,
With love that's unyielding,
a constant guide.
Through the trials of life,
when hope feels lost,
A soulmate's embrace,
a bridge we can cross,
Their presence,
a balm for our wounded soul,
In their arms, we find solace,
and become .....
"Lost"
Sa saad aru, mille Sa kaotad
siis, kui Sa ei oska sellele enam nime anda
See kaob nagu tühja, udusse, pimedusse, pimikusse
Isegi pisarad ei võta vaeva
Isegi tühjaks joodud pudelid ei morjenda vaeva
Ole nagu oled
Võta omaks
Võta omaks oma kaotused ja valud
südame keerdkäigud ja nende taktimõõdu koondumise tõved
Ai, kuidas ma igatsen Sind mu sõber,
mida enam mõtlen, seda enam toon endale juurde kaost,
kuidas Sa võiksid veel olla siin,
lugeda neid ridu
ja parastada koos tehtud vigu
Lost Weekend Western Swing Band - Let's Ride Into the Sunset Together
Ma olen nägelenud ja hulkunud ning rodeotanud ringi
Ma pole kunagi mõelnud paigale jäämisest
Kuid kallis, hetkest, mil ma sind esimest korda nägin
Sain aru, et minu hulkuvad päevad on läbi
Olen juba ammu otsuse teinud
Kui õige mees tuleb, siis ma kuidagi tean seda
Süda truu, silmad sinised ja tema naeratus lai
Nagu lääne taevaskaar
Ratsutame koos päikeseloojangusse
Üksteise kõrval, jalused kõrvuti
Kui päev lõppeb, olen ma siin sinuga
Koos ratsutame päikeseloojangu poole
Olen sinu kaugörl, kui sina oled minu kauboi
Sina oled minu Dale, mina olen sinu Roy
K .....