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Mats ruudus [2]
kui arvad, et ta hakkama saab siin Reaalsuses;
see puudu su teadvusest; kui kitsarinnaliselt maailma seirad; Tegelikku eirad;
Vaata ringi; elus on enamus veidrad; ees kõikjal seinad; ootab poissi vangla;
kui ei õpi teenima ta leiba; ema hool; ema hoor; ema koob; ema on tore LOOM;
kui ta vaid meest oskaks toetada ja hoida; ehk saaks ka peres kõik korda,
sa parem tormi rahunemist oota; mitte mässa selle vastu; lõhud kodu ja;
varsti polegi vägivalla eest pääsu; sest emotsioon on julmem kui rusikas;
vaevalt sa seda enesele tunnistad, kui neid teravaid sõnu läbi ta südame tulista .....
Mats ruudus
Ei ole ise nad sugugi paremad;enamuse elu endale valetand;
kadedad; nende emotsioon;nõnda kardetav; vinguv viiul;
üle ulgu mere parvetab;palvetab; et ta räpaseid tegusi;
mees rusikaga ei lahendaks;ennast ideoloogiasse see eit takerdab;
Arvab, et mehe oma ajuvabadusega,Oma tahte järgi pakendab;
Lõikav su vinguv hääle toon;mees on mees ja naine on hoor;
sellepärast polegi tuhandeid aastaid;teie käe all olnud rool; On nii nagu ta on!
Hoiia kinni!; Pühi pisaraist silmi;tule välja oma ulme filmist;
pane facebook kinni;laku tilli; ei tantsi keegi kui mängid oma pilli;
Mis nagu .....
The ignorance
Draw the heart, and embrace the photo.
Feeling exploited, I burned the pulps.
From matches emerges a forest fire.
Getting scared, the water appears.
Around the jungle arises the river.
Beautiful blossom flower trees and sun,
Turned into cold ashes after hotness as fire.
Now everything is messed up.
I am a mess, an idiot and a loser
I can trust none around us.
Pretty sure his losing affection.
I can't fondness myself, I am embarrassed.
I burned the forest and tore the infatuation.
How can I forgive myself when I hurt them.
The therapist said, take a sapling
and spread the em .....
If you want..
I just need some time
to think straight once,
just leave me alone,
I need time in my own space,
thinking back to the past,
when my momma used to hold me.
Why didn't you told me,
To have love,
I have to get hurt,
to go through the pain,
If I want to be loved by others,
I have to change for them,
If I want trust,
I have to give some away.
Why didn't none told me,
If I want love, have to go through the pain,
If I want love, I have to change.
Everyone asking how am I,
I say okay, but isn't what we all say?
I miss the old you,
I wish to have momma,
I wish to be loved,
Why do .....
I opened my door and left you outside
In sorrow I wonder,
of what will I do?
I sit here and ponder.
What happened to you?
A mask not so fitting.
Your stories not true?
So clever, so witty..
Was none of it you?
Rainy night was the one.
When you opened my door.
Asked if I was alone?
Then answered, no more.
Dark night full of nothing.
Like air was all gone.
But you, you were something.
As a light from above.
No meaning, no hope..
Nothing new yet to come.
But now there was something.
A ray of light from the sun.
In that moment I wondered,
of what else was to come?
Because of what follows,
my mind was a .....
Why am I all alone?
Why am i alone
and not having none?
Do you even care,
can you see the real me?
I feel inside of me,
am sad all the time,
but you never saw that,
cause i never show it.
Have you seen me down
or heard my cry equing through the walls.
Have you ever helped me with my homeworks,
you told me to leave the music with i was ignoring your anger.
Please don't stop me
I wanna die
I wanna cry
cuz I'm nothing anymore.
None want me here.
Just save me from this pain,
I don't have anywhere to go,
just leave me alone,
none don't want me here.
I wanna cry
I wanna die
Please, don't stop me
and let me end this