Sõnale with leiti 135 luuletust (copied)
Depression
If i had the choice between life and death,
honestly I would be dead.
My birth was a mistake,
but my life I can't take.
If my life I would end,
then my friends to death I would send.
Now hear me out alright,
suicide isn't right,
but suffering aint better either.
I don't wanna die,
but neither do i wanna slowly wither.
I've had enough of this bullshit,
since almost everyone i know is full of shit.
Goodbye.
Is it life or is it love?
What is life and what is love?
It is below as is above.
We can cry a thousand tears.
Or we can wait a hundred years.
We could sail the seven seas
and climb above the highest trees.
We would laugh and we would cry.
With life itself among our side.
Take my hand and we shall go.
To touch the sands, to touch the snow.
At night the moon shall make our way.
So in the dark, we will not stray.
A hundred years I will commit.
To make the road we walk stay lit.
A tiny thing I ask of you.
To me and us will you be true?
Parents, think about it..
Have you ever think about,
what your doing to them..?
How your word hurts,
have you no shame..?
We all take it in difference ways,
some may defend, some may cry.
Wanna know, what they do or try
or you don't care at all..?
Parents should support their little ones...
THEN WHY YOU MAKE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOUR KIDS!!!
Loving one than the other,
youth needs to be counted...
Have you realised, how she feels,
when she sees sibling getting all,
but you gave her the cold shoulder
and she feels so left out...
Have you think about it,
what they do behind your back..?
They might .....
Christmas
The golden Christmas stars shine down
With a cheerful Christmas glow,
And twinkle a Yuletide message
To the busy world below;
They tell of the peace and good will
The Christmas time brings to earth,
The peace and good will all should feel
Oh, I wish I was an angel on the tree
I’d give every girl and boy
Lots of Christmas peace and joy
Without you
I am not feeling well,
cause you cut a piece of me
I feel the ground under me
swallowing me in the hell.
You left me here without you
and I can't cope with it.
Now I bleed internally,
It won't heal mentally.
I hope you're forgiving me
cause I love you so much.
Please rest in peace,
and I will see you soon.
Lone
come on guys at least i tried
let me here to stand as stone
yes for moment felt i flied
now i want to stay alone
i dont want that piece of cake
no i stay -i stay forever
hottest girls and games are fake
let me be- i come no ever
come on brothers- i have tried
go and joy and let me freeze
i just need to go inside
inside me myself to seize
i dont need your brotherhood
joyful places i dont fit
feel myself in bad in good
float in time and stand with it
come on friends- you have tried
my loneliness- my entity
i dont believe you can deny
my dark and lone felicity
Am I alone?
Am I alone now,
am broken inside.
Why did you do this?
Am I nothing to you?
I was afraid of it,
that I might lose you.
Now I know, I lost the boy
to the coldest world.
You have been sweetest,
so kind and carrying.
My brightest star,
the goodness hero.
I am still with you,
I will carry through it all,
I won't leave you,
I will love to the end.
I Love The Way You Are
Watching all the stars in the evening skies above
Just remembering the story of our love
But I swear I´ll love you forever
Love came back to me but then it faded away
Faded into the shadows of yesterday
Why can´t we stay together
Our love was made in heaven,girl it´s so true
And there´ll never be another you
Girl,please understand
But I love the way you are and I love the way you smile
You make my heart beat fast and you drive me wild
I wish you could be here with me
But I love the way you are and you´re always in my heart
But time will show when we can try .....
Fake friends
Every day when i think of my life,
the people called "friends" have been stabing me with a knife.
They talk behind me by knowing all but shit,
who's the one i can share my problems with..
In front of you they could be nice,
But its same as playing with a dice.
They still bully you untill you die,
they lie...and lie... and lie...
But there's one friend, who never lets you down,
With this friend, you'll never be alone
So keep in your mind and don't be blind,
IM THE GOD, AND THE BEST YOU CAN FUCKING FIND
Aleksander Karabtšuk
Dad
You are the one
I hold so dear.
You have become
the one I fear.
You taught me how to cook,
you taught me how to think.
You wrote my life-book
but you didn\'t paint it pink.
You led me on my way,
you didn\'t let me fall.
When the world seemed so gray,
you were the one that I could call.
Thanks to you I\'m happy now
and I can understand
that fear and pain and sorrow
with love go hand in hand.
Eva Pärnits
— Eva PärnitsSomeone nearby
A long while I am prepared,
Keep waiting patiently for the time,
My happiness finally gets shared,
And appears someone by my side...
Although I got used to,
Used to perpetually refuse,
Used to doubtlessly decry,
At once I want someone nearby,
To relish in magnificent views,
To get ourselves free from pain,
To anticipate upcoming news,
To rejoice within succeeded aims.
To determine further steps to be smooth,
To sense the restlessness being soothed.
Although I got used to,
Wish about someone nearby,
Who would catch my sight,
I am afraid I would accuse,
Of not being my look .....
In the nights
in the bottom of all nights
almost without any lights
i can see you but no clear
i definitely like i swear
i like your body outline shades
if i only find that trades
i wish more - i think its tough
i dont feel you close enough
eager voice without the fake
said "cant wait- dont think just take"
then we laid just with no clothes
with no meaning- with no proud
in the middle of next day
we have bearly something say
in the other hand i know
darkness brings us other show
midnight means us simple wishes
simple you and me and flight
just a body heat and kisses
just surrend .....
If you are smiling...
If you are smiling,
You bring me peace of happines,
and if you're laughing,
you have my life, no more or less,
we are together,
even if you are so far,
you are my woman,
I really think that it is love...
Like you have seen
this happy smile from my face,
if you are with me,
it isn't matter, if there are late,
I hold youre hand now
even if there are so cold
and I dont know, how
you are the one, who take my soul...
There's so much fun,
if we are spending time together
and if we run,
the whole world seems to be so small then,
you and me
will never wait until it ends,
we a .....
Why am I all alone?
Why am i alone
and not having none?
Do you even care,
can you see the real me?
I feel inside of me,
am sad all the time,
but you never saw that,
cause i never show it.
Have you seen me down
or heard my cry equing through the walls.
Have you ever helped me with my homeworks,
you told me to leave the music with i was ignoring your anger.
Broken soul
I have been hurt sense i got sisters
nobody really understands,
what i go through everyday.
I cry to sleep every night.
You dont see my hurt yet,
cuz i never show it.
Letting you think am alright,
can you see me right through?
Am all alone in my mess.
I can tell you my pain,
but it dosen't take the pressure off my chest.
I live with a broken soul.
I cut myself to feel the actual pain.
I had love, what broke me,
now i have no trust against boys,
cuz he broke me along with my childhood.
You can try to fix me or cheer me up
It's never gonna help,
cuz the pain is too re .....
My dream
What're my biggest dreams..?
My dream is to be with you,
to be by your side,
cuz I love you so much.
I have so many daydreams,
I wish to get married with you,
I wanna live with you,
cuz you mean everything to me.
We have so many good memories,
you are very dear to me,
you have a place in my heart,
you're my heart and soul.
I can't live without you,
I can't be there, where you don't exist.
We make each other feel good and laugh,
we are always there for each other.
We're never alone.
Your perfect for me,
every night I dream your still here.
I wish to see you there.