Sõnale fight leiti 16 luuletust
In the nights
in the bottom of all nights
almost without any lights
i can see you but no clear
i definitely like i swear
i like your body outline shades
if i only find that trades
i wish more - i think its tough
i dont feel you close enough
eager voice without the fake
said "cant wait- dont think just take"
then we laid just with no clothes
with no meaning- with no proud
in the middle of next day
we have bearly something say
in the other hand i know
darkness brings us other show
midnight means us simple wishes
simple you and me and flight
just a body heat and kisses
just surrend .....
Nõme olukord ***
alati kui viha ja vastikus kerib ülesse
ma küsin endalt
"Mille või kelle pärast ma tegelikult
pahane olen?"
See inimene, ei ole kunagi süüdi,
see on reaktsioon minus,
mis tekib, kui ma saan aru,
et inimese kihid lagunevad laiali
ja välja tuleb maskide alt päris olemus,
päris inimene, oma postiivsete ja negatiivsete omadustega
Mulle ei ole palju vaja
olen suhteliselt kardinaalne elus olnud
ma tegelikult ei kannata teiste vigu,
tunnistan
see peegeldab mind ennast hästi,
sest ma olen loomult perfektsionist
ja selle piitsa all ennast terve elu treeninud
sest kodust s .....
Piin *
piin piina otsas
füüsiline keha ei anna armu
tööde ja sekelduste vahele leiab
ta vaba aega,
et kostitada ennast parimate paladega,
mis lõhestavad nii rühti, lihaseid kui ka närvikava
iga hingetõmme kui nõelapiste,
kuhu tikitud on piisavalt palju
olles unine ei leia und
ja olles ärkvel
meenub külmus, mis mu keha läbib
fibromüalgia
minu enda ise genereeritud haigus
spetsiaalselt mulle endale,
et ikka oleks "probleeme", mida lahendada
kurkumiin ja lõputu ohe
iseenda piirde ületamine veel ja veel ja veel
kuni väsinuna jõuad koju, jõllitad seina ja mõtled .....
Abi *
Abi palunud olen viimasel ajal palju,
psühholoog nimetab seda selgroo kasvatamise aluseks
justkui legoklotsidest tee
isikliku vastutuseni
mis kuulub mulle
ja, mis mind teps mitte õnnelikuks ei tee
või mis vastupidiselt kärbib mu tiibu
hakkiva kääriklõbina saatel
tahtsin ju ometi tiibu!
ja siis sa vaatad,
mingid hetked minevikust
kui oled olnud iseenda kontaktis
vitamiinidest pakatav nagu eksootiline puuvili
ja siis hakkad mõtlema,
millega ma igapäevaselt tegelen,
et mustad mõtted jäävad mu magamistoa
kirjutuslaua sahtlisse?
ja ehk ongi õnn, et nad sealgi .....
We are
We will live before the dawn.
In the night, where we are born.
We will earn the right to live.
Right to fight and right to give.
We are lovers of the land.
Loving all with a loving hand.
We are fighters of the night.
For what is true and what is right.
We are layers of the law.
They get less while we take more.
Write to you
I write to the wind,
to the darkness unknown.
I write to the lover,
whose love has now gone.
I write to the moon,
under shadows at night.
I write to the soldiers,
who can never fight.
I write to the sea,
that is never blue.
I write to the sun,
that now follows you.
I write to the secrets,
that we never see.
I write to the people,
who we want to be.
I write to the leaders,
who can never stay true.
I write to the dreamers.
And now write to you.
Happy anniversary dear
I know I say “I love you” all the time, but that’s not enough. Those three words can’t describe the way I feel about you. I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love you and I don’t think I will ever love someone this much again. You’re everything I have ever wanted and needed. I love you so much, you’re my everything, my entire heart and world. You make me feel beautiful. Thank you for giving me so much more than I ever could have wanted. I am so thankful for what we have, and for every thing we will have. You are the only man I ever want to share my life with. No matter how .....
— Deby KaisSnuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
So if I love you I have to let you go
And you should run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't .....
Candy doll or a broken childhood?
Wind played the girl's hair
She was a quiet and small - too delicate to understand
Wind played the girl's fingers
She was a quiet and small - to delicate to understand
Memories, which all fitted box;
Wishes were fulfilled seconds;
Words that are never left without saying;
Holes in the dresses, which were corrected;
It was her nice childhood
The candy thief, which remained unseen;
Drawings, which remained unfinished;
Colors that were left untouched;
It was her nice childhood.
She never played in the sandbox;
She never played volleyball;
She never played a snowball .....
Hey kid
Broken stones, dirty hands and the eyes that wayched the emptiness;
Kid who don't drown up; who was empty shape
Yet I scream at her.
Hey kid, you're someone who sweeps the walls. You're the wall, not the one who's trying to destroy it
Broken homes, black bodies, and the contact that's never interrupted;
kid who lives in a dreams; who don't grow up; who was empty shape
But yet, I scream at her
Hey kid, you're someone who's laughing at them; you're seagull who can't see colors, hear sounds, but still knows everything
You're fighter
The Wasteland
Time isn't wasted when you're getting wasted,
woke up today and all I could say is:
That party last night was awfully crazy I wish we taped it,
I danced my ass off and had this one girl completely naked.
If you’re the state, then you’re the land,
the world, on your knees, you don’t stand.
So yes, it is a wasteland,
Up to mouth goes the hand,
everybody, minus some, all seduced,
minds go about, they wander loose.
The most wanted is the driver’s seat,
Obama, Ki-moon, Elizabeth the Queen.
Cry, laugh, fight, do awsome things,
arms replaced with feather wings,
but, .....
Faith & Hesitation
Everyone in real relationships
Say that they miss being free.
That they love their honies to bits
But single life is good indeed.
You get to be your own boss,
Go do what your heart desires.
It’s a paradise on Earth cos
Riding solo never expires.
But what if you’ve been strolling alone
Throughout your life, which has been fun
And get thinking, what if your tombstone
Will sit on it’s own when you’re done.
It would be a sad grave
To have your body thrown in
Cos in your life, no-one was as brave
To have you as their virtue and their sin.
I shouldn’t even consider
Th .....