Sõnale light leiti 46 luuletust
In the nights
in the bottom of all nights
almost without any lights
i can see you but no clear
i definitely like i swear
i like your body outline shades
if i only find that trades
i wish more - i think its tough
i dont feel you close enough
eager voice without the fake
said "cant wait- dont think just take"
then we laid just with no clothes
with no meaning- with no proud
in the middle of next day
we have bearly something say
in the other hand i know
darkness brings us other show
midnight means us simple wishes
simple you and me and flight
just a body heat and kisses
just surrend .....
I wear darkness
i wear something dark in heart
even deeper than your will
you can try but never hurt
you cant touch it- dont have skill
why you wilful still have hope
i cant be no more precise
i have only way down slope
you're the victim i'm the price
in my darkest shade of soul
there is hidden all my faith
trying read it biggest foul
try to understand not hate
above the level of the sea
above my deepest place of dark
i can plant another me
i can grow another heart
all your patenty in life
gives me sometimes short belief
darkful soul contain some light
darkness dives more even deep .....
Meet Me in the Middle
Meet me in the middle
And I'll show you
The tiny things how I really
Get to know you
You've carried half of
Heavy weight for me
But there's light and lightness
Which isn't hard to see
You get to feel
It through
The must and matter
You cannot see it
While you work or chatter
You have to stay
Quite still and leave it
Just to me
You have to wonder
Where this middle place
Could be
/Mari*Uri/
I opened my door and left you outside
In sorrow I wonder,
of what will I do?
I sit here and ponder.
What happened to you?
A mask not so fitting.
Your stories not true?
So clever, so witty..
Was none of it you?
Rainy night was the one.
When you opened my door.
Asked if I was alone?
Then answered, no more.
Dark night full of nothing.
Like air was all gone.
But you, you were something.
As a light from above.
No meaning, no hope..
Nothing new yet to come.
But now there was something.
A ray of light from the sun.
In that moment I wondered,
of what else was to come?
Because of what follows,
my mind was a .....
For you
Those eyes, that keep everything bundled inside, wishing that everything's gonna be alright,
all I really wanted was to see you smile, my dedication, my hesitation, I'm no longer blind,
cause you're my light in the sky, hoping this time I'll get it right, I'll do it with all my might
I've never been one that's liked, wish you could be here,right here, part of my life, I can't really rhyme
I have to say what I say, I'll let the swing sway, over the edge of the world, I've found myself,
thinking of you once at least every day, so I wont stop the pursuit of happiness, I threw away,
even .....
Broken heart and i still thinking about you
Everything I wanted to be with you
and I thought
this world with you
will be a very happy day
but if you didn't
in my life i am always sad
I always think of you
you are very cute,
the happiest beautiful
she is so gorgeous girl ever
I saw your face
I knew this love was true
But you're already taken
Nothing I can do
So I can only imagine
How it is to be with you
I can only imagine us together side by side
I can only imagine we're dancing in the moonlight
I want your love, huh, bad!
I want your drama, the touch of your hand
I never fall in love, but I can't get enough .....
Lips of an angel
Today
i almost drank my life away
i couldn´t stand another day
with all this guilt i feel.
Today
i almost put a bullet
between my own two eyes.
You couldn´t see but i´m
a real self-loather inside.
I drink and destruct
my self-balance´s disrupt.
Because i kissed
the lips of an angel.
Inside i feel you shined
a light to my hell
and all i ever want
is for my soul
to touch the lips
of an angel.
I´ve seen so many places
and seen so many faces
but all i ever felt was numb.
You took away my hatred
and gave me a sense of trust.
Now you´ve gone forever
and yo .....
The raven part 2
While all the world but you is asleep
the silence will be creeping in.
You'll feel the darkness flowing
through some cuts really deep within.
You've come to find the world
too dreary.
To have stayed this long, feels
waste of soul.
Will raven's croak stop this scary
dream
or will your
demise be whole?
You've come to find your
soul apart
tonight a deed has to be done.
A shattered heart is still
a heart
For deciding your fate you are
the one.
You´ve felt the wind of rope
the wintry breath of grim.
You've seen the final piece of hope
that's lost in night so dim.
.....
Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
So if I love you I have to let you go
And you should run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't .....
Do not stand at my grave and weep
Do not stand at my grave and weep:
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning’s hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starshine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry:
I am not there; I did not die.
Mary Elizabeth Frye
Wow-wow, this pleasure race went through my veins and straight to core
Sincere and warm, sensual and slightly crafty
This venturesome adventure, made myself to go, bit beyond.
Behind my pain, open up a bit
Hahaa, just to gain another fucking hit
To free fall and drown
But then again I´ll rise and play the fire games.
All those times I´ve been afraid, now I spit to this two-faced kind
It felt so good, it relieved the blablabla inside my brain.
Its such a gain, but shame on me if I wont again regain....
1042017 Janek V.
Have a little self-discussion..
When you sit in your dark, silent room,
thinking you've failed everyone around you.
You may lose the light which guides you home,
or the person who gives you what you know.
How do you manage to hide your scars,
your face and red eyes from your dad/mom?
They love you more than words can say,
or is one of them who's tearing you away?
There's always a way out of this place
darker than the ebony black ground.
It's called life within the reality checks,
Is it much harder than it sounds?
No, it's not. You just have to believe.
But how, when everything is so unsteady?
Listen, th .....
Forever
Sometimes it's hard to see how the sun goes down, if you want to keep it;
if you want that someone or something does not go away.
Sometimes it's hard to hear the distant steps, if I don't want him to leave;
when you need him and want to see him beside you.
This is because you want to remain the sun and him with you forever
Sometimes it's hard to see how out of hand things disappear, if you want to keep them;
if you want to they did show you the way.
Sometimes it's hard to hear that he doesn't love you, if you do;
if you love him and want to be with him.
This is because you .....
You
Everytime you´re like a wild rose by the evening light
Everytime you´re like an angel in the morning twilight
There´s always a goddess in your tender lovely eyes
Everytime you´re like a bird flying alone in the lover´s sky
And your beauty won´t fade away, I swear it´s no lie
There´s always something special about your smile
You are so beautiful, I must tell the world about you
You are so beautiful, believe me it´s so true
You are a wild angel just for me
You are my symphony
You are a wild angel just for me
You are my destiny
Everytime you´re like a wild rose to me n .....
Love's fire
Early love sets a-fire
Beauty and affection is all it desires
Happy songs sing while wedding bells ring
Next thing you know “shush! The baby’s sleeping”
Memories of your life soon spread like wild fire
Causing trouble in the time it acquire
Burning this and burning that, with no actual aspire
Since all your affairs were wrapped in barbwire
But that wasn't enough to hide the lighter of
All the sinful flames that you had inspire
Because Eddie married May but soon admired
The hips that would sway a girl in the church choir
Aniversary
The ghosts are out in force tonight
yessir
silent convergence on midnight
yessir
the closes and kirks are empty
the foot of the mile is still
the Holy Rood has taken to ground
wraiths are gathering on the hill
I sat in trembling wonder
took a lashing from the rain
saw strange twinkles shaping symbols
searched for her in fever again
Two bootfulls of mud
a skinfull of water
a head full of fire
and two souls asunder
breathing stalled, I seek one out
among those milling on the crest
who holds me in her gentle thrall
though life has stilled within her .....
Flight of fancy
It`s so empty here without you,
I miss your smile I miss your touch.
I want to fly in cloudy sky around you,
to keep our love, which I need so much.
There is nobody and no money,
to take that, what I feel for you.
We are ment to be together darling
and nothing can take me away from you.
Let`s live in our fairyland,
somewhere in castle in the sky.
Which we can build by stones of our feelings
by rising them there and let fly.
Tiina Klemets