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Liigun Sulle külje alla,
liigun hästi lähedale.
Tõmban Sind ma kopsud täis,
siis julgen käestki kinni võtta.

Liigun veel... ja veel,
muutun jube julgeks ma :)
Suudlen käsi, suudlen ja .....

Kedagi, kes valu ära viiks? Kedagi, kellega unustada?
Kedagi, kes teaks, kuidas murtud südant ravida.
Kedagi, kes teaks, kuis on kaotada.
Kedagi, kes Õnne tooks ja kellega koos vanaks jääks. .....

Please hug me, like You`ve never hugged anyone before
Please kiss me, like You kissed me months ago
Please look at me, like You`re drowning in my eyes,
Please be close to me, like an Angel on my a .....

When You`re gone,
the house seems cold and empty
Only echoes of your voice are bouncing between walls

I`m sitting by the fire place
You asked to lit
I did it, but You ran
and weren`t warmed u .....

Walking around, talking too loud
this shivering sound, the last leaf falls...
Now`s the time, to release the mind
go with the flow, remember ...

To feel the cosy wind, try to find angle, so rig .....

Olen tulnud pika tee,
Olen tulnud läbi tule-vee,
Võidelnud ja üle elanud kõik see tee!
Võibolla istuks ja teeks ühe rohelise tee...

Vedanud ma olen taaka,
Ei kuulanud ma ühtki tarka,
K .....

You try to hide, You try so hard
You change Your face, You change Your site
You run wildly, smiling here and there
But underneath, You know, You cry. ( I know!)(regret?)(despair?)

I do pity You .....

It was not so long time ago,
when my sky did shed its skin.
World collapsed and crushed everything I held so dear,
I did felt, that end was near.

Anger goes its own way, and probably this sadn .....

I want to touch Your skin, I´d like to crawl within,
...to feel Your essence, to get high.
...to feel this incredible scent, to be carried away
...to know how do You taste and how soft is your li .....

Kick and punch,
push and press,
everything that don´t impress.
So only then can be success! -Janek V

Hoidsin embuses ma Inglit,
ja tema paiste paitas hinge.
Miski avanes mu sees
ja ma Armusin seal eemal teest.

Nüüd naerulsuil käin ringi ma,
mõeldes Temast kui maailmast.
Ja oodates mil j� .....

I once fell into a trap,
It was neat and sweet,
It held me tight
and with every sole heartbeat
It took my heart.

Many walked by,
while whispering- its really bittersweet.
I refused to listen .....

Kas kuuled, kas kuuled
ja ma hõikan
ja hõikan
ja järsku, nagu välk selgest taevast, ma mõikan...

Ma lähen, ma lähen
ja ma tulen
ja tulen
ja olen, ning kuuse okstest onni poen.

Ma .....

Täna ärkasin vara,
nagu ikka, kui kuu on avar.
Läksin õue ja võtsin siidri põue...
Vaadates neid kaugeid tähti,
täitusin igatsusega...
tahtsin kinni võtta Su käest...
Päikegi hakkas .....

I want to rhyme, i need my wine
I want to strive, i need my lie
I want to shine, i need my time
I want to Love, i need my bride

-Janek V.

If you try to steal me, then you might get to feel me
When trying to unravel me, you ought to follow me.
So? Did you get scared already?
Took just one step and stepped all three back...

Thats th .....

Kallistan Sind hommikul vara,
hellitan Sind kaua
Mõtteliselt tõmban Su voodi
ja sinna ma jään pikutama,
Kullake embuses.

-Janek V. 29122015

And motion was set,
it started out as sunset.
Boulevards were wet,
and laughter was met.

I saw sky went clear,
and it was all there!
Before that day,
it was like in King Lear`s play. - Jan .....

Ruined by stupidity,
Wounded by Love,
Blinded by ego,
Betrayed by her,
Forged by fate,
Forgotten by time
Forgiven by truth

- Janek V.

On the jorney of sacred path,
I met the mighty wraith.
So I turned down to saints and angels,
to accepted the life of deepest depths.

There`s world of the greatest growth,
There`s Love, which .....

Sweet, You can be so sweet,
Is there anyone sweeter, than You?
Show me more of that
I wanna feel more,
This pain is not enough for me,
I like pain, like to be used and swept floor with
Oh, ho .....

Just got a freakin` nightmare,
It sure hurts, as hell,
Its just 3 a.m
Oh hell!

With this crazy night as well
can sign myself, to the hospitel!
Or maybe, I`m about to find
an sacred well!

.....

Vahel tunnen end, kui tantsiks Sinuga taevas
Seejärel kukun valusalt maha.
Ent uuesti ja uuesti oleme koos,
kuid siiski, tunne on üksik.

Mõtlen, et miski ei taasta seda unelmat,
mis kord ol .....

Once in a while,
its hard to breath.
The queen of Spades plays me,
with my mind at stake.

Then I try to count to zillion,
until I fall a sleep.
Stumbling through those awful dreams
until e .....

I hear someone is desperate,
desperate for more,
desperate for something that don`t serve anymore.

I´m too, desperate for something
something for more.
something myself don´t know anymore. .....

With Your green eyes,
Take a look inside My eyes,
and tell me
that I wasn`t, just another second prize.

Though, it won`t be much of a suprise,
cause You still couldn`t manage
to throw away Yo .....

Lumi või lörts
ei mõika, kumb törts.
Loodus on sassis ja keegi veel vantsis
saatis suure kaarega lumelörtsise pätsi.
Pea, mil läkiläki, siis sai otsaette nätaki
ja langeski suur Koljati .....

Sul on ilusad silmad!
See on nii ilus, kui tugev sa oled,
kui päris sa oled,
kui puhas sa oled,
kui ilus see on, kui sa hoolid
ja kui hästi sa hoiad neid,
kellest sa hoolid- nii ilus on see. .....

Kui palju olen näinud Sinu pisaraid,
kui palju olen uskunud ma neid,
kui palju uppunud neis Sinuga,
teadmata, et need hukutavad mu...

Kui palju vaadanud ma kõigest mööda,
kui palju andesta .....

I saw in dream, that We were clean,
all the troubles disappeared
We kissed, we hugged
I did cry of joy and smile
That`s what I wish for christmas and for life

I so much miss You all,
Would li .....

I´ve been naked before You,
Multiple times...
No, I´m not thinking just stripped,
I mean real naked, like fears, hopes, all the things I´ve never told anyone before...
You knew me best, and Y .....

I wonder, where We belong...
To stars, which are long burnt out...
Or to ground, which waits another round...
Yep, I still wonder, if earth is still round.

I know, after I descend into ground
.....

Tame me, try to entertain me!
Lie me, try to explain me!
Allow me, try to say "No" to me!
Love me, try never come back to me!
Name me, ever can`t blame You!
Shame me, usually vainly!
.....

Tookord õhtul, väljas seistes
Jättes hüvasti, sel esimesel korral
Minu käed Su ümber, 
Sinu vaikne taevalikult armas hääl, 
Rohutirtsud taustaks laulsid Sul.
Su lõhn mu põlvist nõrg .....

Dreaming, screaming so relieving,
Being, seeing so arousing,
Walking, talking so amusing,
Smiling, wailing so opposing,
Touching, leaning so securing
Kissing, cuddling leads to meaning.

-Jane .....

You can hold me
But You can`t fold me
You can mould me
But You can`t foretell me.

-Janek V. 26122011

When I see You coming at me
From far away side of the sea
In that moment, star is falling...
I make a wish, in that little niche
Moon is not hiding anymore,
It's in its full grace
In that split .....

How to be...I can not see...
Should I stop or bend my spirit a little more?
I think of You, all the time.
You haunt my mind, from summer time...
Those cutest eyes, they cuddled me.
The smile of .....

Me wasn't me and you wasn't you
Fuck you!
Thats why there was no breakthrough.
Shit, you were my hit
And i started to wit
But it wasn't me
And now, Im happy to be - me!

Janek V. 05102017

Starting from this monday,
I had only two thoughts,
Both are insane,
Hah, just like me, not so very sane!

One was of long time dream,
to visit that place, in the deep.
The other one, was of Y .....

That place, that I know
That place, that I yearn
Thats where I stand, where dread becomes sand
Where even blind can see, that its beautiful land.

Janek V. 22082016

Wow-wow, this pleasure race went through my veins and straight to core
Sincere and warm, sensual and slightly crafty
This venturesome adventure, made myself to go, bit beyond.
Behind my pain, open .....

Тогда была такая погода,
когда Ты блиско ко мне дышала.
Тогда я не мог сказат,
что руку хочу Твою взять.
Был� .....

Siin ilmas on nii palju neide,
nii palju ahvatlust ja karuselle.
Ja siis oled Sina, kes naeratuse
toob mu suule.

Ma tundsin ühte meest
Me rääkisime aga tegelikult
armastasime üksteist
Ta oli ilus nagu öö
Hell nagu teavalaotus
Ma andestasin talle
kui ta
mu pükstelt kiskus vöö.

E.K

30 märt .....

Mul on siin langevad tähed
Siin mängivad rebased
Seal puu all oli tunne, kui Iisacil
Vahe vaid selles, et nautisin vaikust

Need liblikad seal, nägin neid inetuna
Nüüd kogu võimus, nad le .....