I just need some time
to think straight once,
just leave me alone,
I need time in my own space,
thinking back to the past,
when my momma used to hold me.
Why didn't you told me,
To have love,
.....
When You`re gone,
the house seems cold and empty
Only echoes of your voice are bouncing between walls
I`m sitting by the fire place
You asked to lit
I did it, but You ran
and weren`t warmed u .....
Everytime you´re like a wild rose by the evening light
Everytime you´re like an angel in the morning twilight
There´s always a goddess in your tender lovely eyes
Everytime you´re like a bird fl .....
In sorrow I wonder,
of what will I do?
I sit here and ponder.
What happened to you?
A mask not so fitting.
Your stories not true?
So clever, so witty..
Was none of it you?
Rainy night was .....
Those eyes, that keep everything bundled inside, wishing that everything's gonna be alright,
all I really wanted was to see you smile, my dedication, my hesitation, I'm no longer blind,
cause you'r .....
I wish you knew the way I felt
Everytime I looked at you
I wish you knew my heart worlds melt
When I thought me and you
I wish you knew the pain you cause
When you chose to love someone new
I .....
I like you
the way you are.
I love you
with my heart.
I hold you
with my arms.
I protect you
with my life,
when I am next to you
my heart is on fire.
When I cry, you cry
we are there fo .....
I love that you do not miss you very little but if you missed me, and a few of us why you love can hurt me to think about it at the roses in your
Watching all the stars in the evening skies above
Just remembering the story of our love
But I swear I´ll love you forever
Love came back to me but then it faded away
Faded into the shadows .....
Have you ever think about,
what your doing to them..?
How your word hurts,
have you no shame..?
We all take it in difference ways,
some may defend, some may cry.
Wanna know, what they do or tr .....
I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way
As I sit and m .....
I’ve been left out alone like a damn criminal
I’ve been praying for help cause I can’t take it all
.....
moment by moment
the moment is gone
nothing is made up
and nothing is done
moment by moment
my life has gone by
with greetings and hugging
and saying good-bye
moment by moment
I set myse .....
My darling,
Autumn's already here,
Although summer is not over yet,
But the wind is cold and the sun is low,
And you are not here,
So please come home.
My darling,
.....
Even when waves takes me with them,
I know you'll never stay next to me
you know, I really don't want it, but no
I missed you so much
Even when your voice takes me with you,
I know it'll n .....
Can´t you see that you mean all the world to me
Without you my heart is like a dying flame
But for me day in day out love is just a mystery
I´m just your friend but not your man
How many times .....
Here I live, my head on the pillow
and dream of you and me under the willow...
I close my eyes and think of you,
it's all I ever want to do!
Eva Pärnits
The thing you do, the things you say,
Is almost telling me that way,
That i might fly around a world
And feel and know, that there is a Lord,
Who hold's me tight, who breath's with me
And there i .....
Am I alone now,
am broken inside.
Why did you do this?
Am I nothing to you?
I was afraid of it,
that I might lose you.
Now I know, I lost the boy
to the coldest world.
You have been sweete .....
Why am i alone
and not having none?
Do you even care,
can you see the real me?
I feel inside of me,
am sad all the time,
but you never saw that,
cause i never show it.
Have you seen me dow .....
I have been hurt sense i got sisters
nobody really understands,
what i go through everyday.
I cry to sleep every night.
You dont see my hurt yet,
cuz i never show it.
Letting you think am alr .....
Poem for children
Little boy,
Little boy,
In your soul
Is great joy
You like play
With your ball
Feel you joy
In your soul
And I know,
And I know,
You don`t like
Wind and snow:)
dad is lovely word.Dad you raised me.You taught to cook.You taught to read.You taught me to walk.You taught me to talk.You taught me to love
While all the world but you is asleep
the silence will be creeping in.
You'll feel the darkness flowing
through some cuts really deep in.
You'll hear the raven's croak
and your heart shakes wi .....
Just be quiet and go to sleep
I can’t sleep
Why not?
I’m in pain
What?
I got a broken heart, man
Bullshit
I do
What happened?
I was set up
Double-crossed
Betrayed by the woman I love
.....
I think about you all the time
You're always in my head
I reread every text you send
And remember what you said
I'm always here for you
Every hour or the day
I'll never let you down
Or hu .....
she is beautiful as an angel
Her hair slips like flowers
If he comes to me then boner
When I think how cute you are
And I'll bring you the food to bed and
You're like a day
you're the most beaut .....
I've decided to take destiny into my own hands
You probably can't understand but for me life is bland
And I have this constant hollow feeling
Days are cold, dark and filled with sorrow
Raining cl .....
Some days I wonder.
Some days I see.
It all becomes,
so clear to me.
That it was meant.
For you to see.
How your existence,
follows me.
When I am breathing.
Or when I sleep.
I see your .....
You meet a stranger on the street.
You shake their hand, you show your teeth.
They ask your name and where you sleep.
They take your bed, while you can weep.
You ask, why friend, what have you d .....
Nature is most beautiful place,
where you can sit or slice.
You can watch birds singing
and how water flowing.
Maybe you can see some animals,
some rabbits, bears and deers
or even see creatu .....
The artist does not himself necessarily agree with the opinions and beliefs expressed in the following text. Any and/or all statements regarding truth, reality, God, etc should be viewed as narrative .....
What're my biggest dreams..?
My dream is to be with you,
to be by your side,
cuz I love you so much.
I have so many daydreams,
I wish to get married with you,
I wanna live with you,
cuz you .....
You know me from kindergarten,
You held me in that garden.
You cared about me each day,
We were together every day.
We played, we laughed together,
we were made for each other.
When I moved ou .....
Me wasn't me and you wasn't you
Fuck you!
Thats why there was no breakthrough.
Shit, you were my hit
And i started to wit
But it wasn't me
And now, Im happy to be - me!
Janek V. 05102017
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
So if I .....
Do not stand at my grave and weep:
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle .....
I am just like a demon,
who is evil.
I like freedom
just like the devil.
My color is red,
I eat blood,
I like to be negative
not positive.
I wanna kill YOU,
I wanna feel YOUR fear,
if y .....
You left,
Wheres the police?
There have been theft
Now nothing holy is
This "paradise" "utopia"
Is nothing but distopia
Our lifes are painful copies, ahh
Good partners are .....
Okay, let me be
Let me be honest whit you all
Let me tell you what lives inside my soul
Yes this is why i write this song
For it to be my last help call
I never loved anyone
I never did
I ju .....
Ma unistan et saaksin aega tagasi keerata
Sellesse aega mis oli varem
Et saaks oma vigu eirata
Et saaksin olla igavesti parem
Veidi harem
Kuid nii peabki olema
Ma luban et suudan seda konti pur .....
Starting from this monday,
I had only two thoughts,
Both are insane,
Hah, just like me, not so very sane!
One was of long time dream,
to visit that place, in the deep.
The other one, was of Y .....
the creeks of your blood
are mirrors, you cannot change
your faith, Earth's daughter
You can hold me
But You can`t fold me
You can mould me
But You can`t foretell me.
-Janek V. 26122011
I wonder, where We belong...
To stars, which are long burnt out...
Or to ground, which waits another round...
Yep, I still wonder, if earth is still round.
I know, after I descend into ground
.....
With Your green eyes,
Take a look inside My eyes,
and tell me
that I wasn`t, just another second prize.
Though, it won`t be much of a suprise,
cause You still couldn`t manage
to throw away Yo .....
I saw in dream, that We were clean,
all the troubles disappeared
We kissed, we hugged
I did cry of joy and smile
That`s what I wish for christmas and for life
I so much miss You all,
Would li .....
Sweet, You can be so sweet,
Is there anyone sweeter, than You?
Show me more of that
I wanna feel more,
This pain is not enough for me,
I like pain, like to be used and swept floor with
Oh, ho .....
Just got a freakin` nightmare,
It sure hurts, as hell,
Its just 3 a.m
Oh hell!
With this crazy night as well
can sign myself, to the hospitel!
Or maybe, I`m about to find
an sacred well!
.....
I´ve been naked before You,
Multiple times...
No, I´m not thinking just stripped,
I mean real naked, like fears, hopes, all the things I´ve never told anyone before...
You knew me best, and Y .....
When you sit in your dark, silent room,
thinking you've failed everyone around you.
You may lose the light which guides you home,
or the person who gives you what you know.
How do you manage .....
On the jorney of sacred path,
I met the mighty wraith.
So I turned down to saints and angels,
to accepted the life of deepest depths.
There`s world of the greatest growth,
There`s Love, which .....
You try to hide, You try so hard
You change Your face, You change Your site
You run wildly, smiling here and there
But underneath, You know, You cry. ( I know!)(regret?)(despair?)
I do pity You .....
If you try to steal me, then you might get to feel me
When trying to unravel me, you ought to follow me.
So? Did you get scared already?
Took just one step and stepped all three back...
Thats th .....
It was not so long time ago,
when my sky did shed its skin.
World collapsed and crushed everything I held so dear,
I did felt, that end was near.
Anger goes its own way, and probably this sadn .....
Please hug me, like You`ve never hugged anyone before
Please kiss me, like You kissed me months ago
Please look at me, like You`re drowning in my eyes,
Please be close to me, like an Angel on my a .....
I'm out of breath, I just ran to the station
hope I don't catch my death of cold
Hell yeah, just great I was here right on time
the train is late and I'm on hold
and I wonder should I wait here .....
Don't say a word
I've heard all of your stories
don't say a word
let us be
Don't utter a line
before I say good morning
your words are'nt
overwhelming me
Don't try to make me lau .....
When I first saw you in that restaurant
Thought you were acting pretty arrogant
I didn’t find you first that elegant
But it was very soon irrelevant
Cause I don’t want to be a lady
I thi .....
I’m not the one who easily forgets
Don’t know you much but figure neither you
Of course it somehow happens step by step
But hits you then again out of the blue
Still think about that ver .....
He reminds you when its time to take a break
he will take you where the sun is shining
for your sake
And you pack your bag and quickly make a cake
just to assert yourself that he is not a fake
.....
Oh dear, tell me
What is Love?
Why doesn't it let me be?
Someone once told,
that love has a color
and is made of gold.
If i fall in Love,
is my soul sold?
Oh dear, tell me
What is L .....
One day i woke up,
it was cold and it was dark.
Where's sunshine?
Where are all the flowers?
What happened?
Im so weak,
where are all my powers?
I felt so sick,
i felt so bad.
I was so .....
I should have known
that you are over me
I should have known
that you are not my friend
I should have known
that I'm a wanna-be
who's never, never
giving up till the end
I should have know .....
It's your birthday, Daddy,
And you're still sleepy,
But at the same time awake
To receive my congratulation.
It's your birthday, Daddy,
And you're still grumpy,
But at the same time .....
Don't fade away,
Because I want to go out with you,
And steal your heart,
To feel the beating.
Don't fade away,
Because I want to go out with you,
And hold your hand,
To feel its warmth.
.....
god of the rap its a wrap king of the rap its no crap both GOING to roth till death and what will wealth them more than sure health and God help they can do us great wait ...out of sight its like .....
You are so yesterday for me,
Because you did not listen to me,
If I were to tell you that much,
And it makes you deaf.
You are so yesterday for me,
Because you did not wiped my tea .....
You're my first hot sun,
If it is summer outside,
Even if I really hate it.
You're my first red leaf,
If it is autumn outside,
Even if I really hate it.
You're my first .....
Once upon a time lived a frog and fish
They were friends
Best friends
And they did everything together
Slept
Ate
Swam
Everything
Because they were best friends
Lovely, isn't it?
But th .....
Monster,
My monster,
My lovely monster.
What am I going to do?
What do I do if you eat my brain?
What do I do if you eat my hand?
What do I do if you eat my feet?
What do I do if you say the w .....
I'm just lying here;
I'm just lying here and look at our old photos,
and I feel that I am going to break our love,
because I remember when I was your girl.
I'm just lying here;
I'm just ly .....
Sometimes it's hard to see how the sun goes down, if you want to keep it;
if you want that someone or something does not go away.
Sometimes it's hard to hear the distant steps, if I don't want hi .....
I remember when you were more honest and didn't hit me;
I remember when you were still a loving and caring father;
I remember
I remember when you were happy and didn't shout at me;
I remembe .....
My heart beats fast
Here you were at last
One last time
Our final goodbye
I had to make it quick
Even though we've already been through this
My hand warm on the back of your neck
Foreh .....
I wish I could tell you face to face
But my notebook is the only place
To freely let my feelings flow
And not worry about just letting go
I can tell of my crush on these pages
Without any r .....
Early love sets a-fire
Beauty and affection is all it desires
Happy songs sing while wedding bells ring
Next thing you know “shush! The baby’s sleeping”
Memories of your life soon sprea .....
Love cuts deeper than any blade
Like a flower
Every rose has its thorn
The danger
And the pain
When your torn
The thorn
Tatters
All up your arms
And leaves grazes
On your forwar .....
Baby.... I can't sleep
I need you here, curled up behind me....
Baby.... I'm restless
I need you here, to relieve all my stress....
Baby.... We don't talk anymore
I need you here, so .....
Please don´t go,don´t walk away when it´s time for our romance
And how can you say that´s where the love story ends
Please stay with me and I´ll promise you I´ll stay by your side
And I´ .....
In your eyes I see my heart beating
In your mouth I see my love breathing
In your ears I whisper my joys
Upon your chest you feel my cries
Is this how you saw us in the future
Torn apart whe .....
It`s so empty here without you,
I miss your smile I miss your touch.
I want to fly in cloudy sky around you,
to keep our love, which I need so much.
There is nobody and no money,
to take that, wh .....
I still remember the days when it all began,
After all, the sun shone.
I remember the days when it all ended yet,
After all, it was a storm.
I remember what you said,
And how I reacted - I .....
I want to touch you, but I am afraid that you go broke,
When I say I love you, I will do it well.
I'd like to talk to you and I'm talking about you're the best thing that ever happened to me, the .....
I know that we are spending our last hours together,
But neither of us do not recognize it
Your touches, they are speechless to me, but I'm drunk of them,
Although I would not want to, but I will .....
Sometimes I'd like to say how much you mean to me's,
But this is impossible if you do not listen to me.
Your voice trembled as in the past,
And a steady supply me with any questions which I c .....
I know that sometimes I think too loudly,
After all, you hear me all.
I know that sometimes I speak too loudly,
After all, I ask you all to remain silent.
I know that sometimes I scream,
The .....
Just today, I can't see you again,
Yesterday you did reached a hand out to me.
Hundredth of snow and my cheeks were red,
You stood and watched me.
Just today, you never call me again,
Yesterd .....
Every day when i think of my life,
the people called "friends" have been stabing me with a knife.
They talk behind me by knowing all but shit,
who's the one i can share my problems w .....
I feel out of place,
There’s room for two in my space.
My heart’s big but still
Your share it will not fill.
You’ve always been missing
No matter who I’ve been kissing.
They’ve been l .....
I have poison in my veins,
I feel it pumping, I’m not the same.
My heart keeps whispering your name
And you can hear it but you’re oceans away.
How do you read my soul?
I thought it was se .....
Time isn't wasted when you're getting wasted,
woke up today and all I could say is:
That party last night was awfully crazy I wish we taped it,
I danced my ass off and had this one girl completel .....
I feel the water floating over my head.
Everything inside me is completely dead.
It's the last time my heart will bleed,
because you were everything I needed!
Eva Pärnits
Everyone desires to be popular
and the ones that don’t, lie to themselves.
A human by nature wants to please
whoever is around and does so by all means.
Though once caught up in the belief,
th .....
Everything seems to fly me by,
in these days I don’t even try
to go out and make a difference.
I don’t need grades or a job reference.
I dream because I don’t like the reality.
A couple of .....
Everyone in real relationships
Say that they miss being free.
That they love their honies to bits
But single life is good indeed.
You get to be your own boss,
Go do what your heart desires.
It .....
I believe in dreams that can become real,
But they live beside the river of fear.
They are always on the other side
And the river is not narrow, it’s very wide.
It’s not filled with water, .....
You are the one
I hold so dear.
You have become
the one I fear.
You taught me how to cook,
you taught me how to think.
You wrote my life-book
but you didn't paint it pink.
You led me on my way,
.....
Sütita mind põlema,
Sunni mind võitlema;
Kustuta minus sensatsioon;
Ning elama mind õpeta:
Värsi sülitan nii nõmeda;
nii, et keele ära kõrvetan;
kõigi poolt kümmne sõrmega;
Ülbe .....
I'we lived in shadows,
all my life.
I'we waited light,
to shine so bright.
To cast the veil,
from my dark life.
And lift me up,
to see the light.
I might seem cruel.
And out of mind.
I m .....
ega ka koostist, mida sa äbarik lootsid, enamus su informatsiooni, pärineb youtuubist ja riigi koolist, aju neuroosis suht poolik, piiri pealsest häirest bi-polaarsusesse jooksis, äkki selgitad .....
Kordumatu; Hinge paberitele matnud;
Kordumatu; kui vaimu sügavalt sisimast..Välja lasknud;
Igavikulist entiteeti hingel kandnud; Tormi tuules Karastas;
Lubades, et iga mu hinge tõmme kuulus tal .....
Lõputu potentsiaal; lõhutud kildudeks vaas; kokku korjan kõik killud maast;
Öelge teie mulle üks kordki; mis nüüd saab; mootorit kokku jooksutand;
üksik rahvast täis inimväli ulatumas ni .....
Lootes, et tagastad; sest midagi minust olid varastand;
nii pea kui ütlesin, et sind armastan; valusam kui maksakas;
uni läinud; keha väsinud;tormi tuulest räsitud;rinnus tukse;
mille tundesse .....
Sõnad- kui pisikesed tükid:
Lükkan nad kokku;
Hämaruses Eluküünal süttib;
Kildudest Mosaiik;
Deformeerunud vastused;
Kiljub sees osariik;
Evakueerun lahkusest;
Silmustes Seks-Apiil;
De .....
Tõesti külm on ja magada ei saa, õudus unenäod ja tekki läbi märjaks higistand, kapo mu kõnesid lindistab Andres Kahariga kohtumine mu maja taga seda kinnitab, igal liveil mind nad filmivad ja .....
Alati loome inimene, eiramas trelle, et olla vaba on tulnud elada ekstreemselt, siin nii palju kitsi ja veel rohkem mente, kuidas olla produktiivne loov ja hoida söök lauual, see ei tasu ju ära .....
Tere!Räh! Uku lendab puldis ja Kuus andmas tundi,ära nussi kruti nüüd volüümi ja sikuta lähemale siia oma tutti,aeg teha haigelt raju mussi, taju mu aju kui Uku keedab selle suppi, taust on .....
In mirrors,
you only see the past.
Relfection of your youth
your PseudoSelf
The only truth is invisible
in front of your eyezzz...
It may be forever hidden.
You're the one to reveal it to .....
I have finally found my love
and it's my true one.
I don't wanna be gone,
so I escaped with a broken car.
I found an abandoned city,
so I parked there.
It was so sad here,
I felt nothing but .....
Tere luule
Las ma panen kirja nüüd köik
Köik mis ma tunnen
Et saaks siia veel üks löik
Löik köigest mis ma püüan tuultest
Et mu peas asuv pöik
Teaks millest ta mötleb ja kes
Saab k .....
Elu hind
See maapind
Raiskame aega et tappa enda hing
Sest önne otsides
Me saatust trotsides
Me halba "ennetame"
Kuni jöuame enekani
Ehk keegi kunagi
Ehk tulevikus kuidagi
Saab k .....
clear your mind and heart
he said, unravelling me
as I rose in love
heavy lashes, tears
on your neck, why do I mind?
claws drawing red lines
Tame me, try to entertain me!
Lie me, try to explain me!
Allow me, try to say "No" to me!
Love me, try never come back to me!
Name me, ever can`t blame You!
Shame me, usually vainly!
.....
I hate the categories like
Something’s wrong and something’s right
I don’t know neither law nor moral
Don’t go by bible or by choral.
I want the life to be in flower,
To „carpe diem“ .....
Wind played the girl's hair
She was a quiet and small - too delicate to understand
Wind played the girl's fingers
She was a quiet and small - to delicate to understand
Memories, which a .....
Put your right hand
on your left shoulder.
Put your left hand
on your right shoulder.
Now,squeeze!
There!
That`s a hug from me.
There was a silence there, and darkness,
but no one was afraid
Then a rustle bloomed in gloom, breath
upon a young boy's face
Tender grip laid on his wrist. Into his
hand a box, a secr .....
Love,
innocent and sweet.
Adorable,
when lovers to be meet.
Fragile,
easily shatters into pieces.
One small push,
to exist it ceases.
Keep on loving,
caring.
For it may end,
and your so .....
Broken stones, dirty hands and the eyes that wayched the emptiness;
Kid who don't drown up; who was empty shape
Yet I scream at her.
Hey kid, you're someone who sweeps the walls. You're the .....
These words, which he then said,
then the next moment all that was swept away.
These moments, which he stored all of my,
when the mind is all the words on my lips the way to go.
These wishes, .....