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I Stay Away
Jah, hei, ma tahan sel aastal lõunasse reisida
Ma ei... ei väldi siin ohutut läbipääsu
Miks sa hullult käitud?
Mitte teesklus, võib-olla
Nii lähedal, leedi
Kavalad silmad, kaheldavad
Jah, hei, jah, pisarad, mis leotavad kalgistunud südant
Miks sa hirmunult käitud?
Olen valgustatud
Sinu nõrkus ehitab mind
Nii et ükskord sa näed
Ma hoian eemale
Miks sa hullult käitud?
Mitte teesklus, võib-olla
Nii lähedal, leedi
Kavalad silmad, kaheldavad
Ma hoian eemale
Ma hoian eemale
The Ride
So much love
we use to hold
but he put out the fire
and left me cold.
He took his love
gave it away
when all I wanted
was for him to stay.
I tried to move on
with someone new
what else was I
supposed to do?
He came back
and didn't know
I saw his face
and wished he’d go.
Now my love
is kept a hush
trying to believe
it was just a crush.
And when we meet again
which I’m sure we will
all that was
will be there still.
I’ll let him pass
hold my breath
so he will think
there’s no love left.
But he will know
this is a lie
my feelings .....
***
healing forces of the mother divine
i will bow to you gracefully
in this peaceful evening of thougts
that crawl in my head(s)
many visions
many sorrows
different parts, differents faces
all they whisper the same
"stay close,
don't be attached to the drama,
do not drain your energy
that has nothing to offer"
grandparents struggle hard
just to find that
some cherry are not worth for picking
cause its already ripe
all we have
in this midst of universe
are the stars and the moon
who told us many years before
what is on our path
and what isn't
so choose wisely
.....
The ignorance
Draw the heart, and embrace the photo.
Feeling exploited, I burned the pulps.
From matches emerges a forest fire.
Getting scared, the water appears.
Around the jungle arises the river.
Beautiful blossom flower trees and sun,
Turned into cold ashes after hotness as fire.
Now everything is messed up.
I am a mess, an idiot and a loser
I can trust none around us.
Pretty sure his losing affection.
I can't fondness myself, I am embarrassed.
I burned the forest and tore the infatuation.
How can I forgive myself when I hurt them.
The therapist said, take a sapling
and spread the em .....
Hemorroid
Tunnen suurt sügelust augus
iga päev mingi turse seal tagus
näpu siis paljalt sisse pistsin
ja mingi imeliku mugula seal avastasin;
see tähendab, et olen täisealiseks saanud
kuna pole nii enne veritsenud
kui 10 aastat noorem ja naine oleksin
seda normaalseks peaksin;
lugesin, et hemorroid lihtsast rikkest tingitud
3/4 meeste seas maailmas see kiiks kingitud
mis tuleb kõhukinnisusega
või pika lamamisega;
ostsin SELVERIST siis salvi
ja kõverdasin oma põlvi
võttes Stayfree padjandi praost välja
päraku vaevusega pole nalja;
kuna infektsiooni saada on paha
urol .....
Lone
come on guys at least i tried
let me here to stand as stone
yes for moment felt i flied
now i want to stay alone
i dont want that piece of cake
no i stay -i stay forever
hottest girls and games are fake
let me be- i come no ever
come on brothers- i have tried
go and joy and let me freeze
i just need to go inside
inside me myself to seize
i dont need your brotherhood
joyful places i dont fit
feel myself in bad in good
float in time and stand with it
come on friends- you have tried
my loneliness- my entity
i dont believe you can deny
my dark and lone felicity
In the end
In the eve
of all my days
I will leave
will stop my ways
Where to go
what will be next
noone knows
no written text
But inside me
is my belief
is solid strong
that we will see
But now they're waiting
holding breath
but they are waiting
where I belong
My life was gift
my death is way
please let me drift
please let me go
Oh you still have
some words to say
say them please
and let me go
I will go
and you will stay
no need to cry
no need for pray
At the end
of all my nights
need no tears
just memorize
Once a year
turn little lights
please dont send
me m .....
I wear darkness
i wear something dark in heart
even deeper than your will
you can try but never hurt
you cant touch it- dont have skill
why you wilful still have hope
i cant be no more precise
i have only way down slope
you're the victim i'm the price
in my darkest shade of soul
there is hidden all my faith
trying read it biggest foul
try to understand not hate
above the level of the sea
above my deepest place of dark
i can plant another me
i can grow another heart
all your patenty in life
gives me sometimes short belief
darkful soul contain some light
darkness dives more even deep .....
Love is something...
love is something that cant grow
like a tree or some else slow
almost always start explode
later long times coals would glow
love is something could hard die
like your kiss if said good bye
its possible not throw away
inside-mirror still wear name
only thing i want to cry
please still stay oh please dont go
or might it better sudden die
please dont wait and better go
If it was so
If your eyes could really see,
would you see what comes to be?
If mirrors would show us our fate,
would you stare and take the hate?
If love was given all to free,
Would it mean so much to me?
If true lovers never met,
Would they be a hopeless wreck?
If you could only do what's right,
Would we distinguish day from night?
If life was endless and controlled,
Would you always act as told?
If you stopped and walked away,
What would really make you stay?
If you could have all you wanted,
Would you give up all you have?
Is it life or is it love?
What is life and what is love?
It is below as is above.
We can cry a thousand tears.
Or we can wait a hundred years.
We could sail the seven seas
and climb above the highest trees.
We would laugh and we would cry.
With life itself among our side.
Take my hand and we shall go.
To touch the sands, to touch the snow.
At night the moon shall make our way.
So in the dark, we will not stray.
A hundred years I will commit.
To make the road we walk stay lit.
A tiny thing I ask of you.
To me and us will you be true?
Write to you
I write to the wind,
to the darkness unknown.
I write to the lover,
whose love has now gone.
I write to the moon,
under shadows at night.
I write to the soldiers,
who can never fight.
I write to the sea,
that is never blue.
I write to the sun,
that now follows you.
I write to the secrets,
that we never see.
I write to the people,
who we want to be.
I write to the leaders,
who can never stay true.
I write to the dreamers.
And now write to you.
Meet Me in the Middle
Meet me in the middle
And I'll show you
The tiny things how I really
Get to know you
You've carried half of
Heavy weight for me
But there's light and lightness
Which isn't hard to see
You get to feel
It through
The must and matter
You cannot see it
While you work or chatter
You have to stay
Quite still and leave it
Just to me
You have to wonder
Where this middle place
Could be
/Mari*Uri/
For you
Those eyes, that keep everything bundled inside, wishing that everything's gonna be alright,
all I really wanted was to see you smile, my dedication, my hesitation, I'm no longer blind,
cause you're my light in the sky, hoping this time I'll get it right, I'll do it with all my might
I've never been one that's liked, wish you could be here,right here, part of my life, I can't really rhyme
I have to say what I say, I'll let the swing sway, over the edge of the world, I've found myself,
thinking of you once at least every day, so I wont stop the pursuit of happiness, I threw away,
even .....
My dove
I know you´ve had it tough
all the tears you´ve hid inside.
Theres no way you´re getting out of here
It´s dangerous to have been so kind.
You need to feel the wind
brushing on your cheeks.
The very touch of freedom
is the thing anyone should seek.
Fly now, my little dove
courage to live
will come from above.
Fly with your wings,
forget about the land
find a place to stand.
Do not now rest
until we´re far and gone
and all the rest will be
healed by this new dawn.
Never look back
only if you´ve forgiven.
And believe me, that
i, too, hope to make it
to the h .....
The raven part 2
While all the world but you is asleep
the silence will be creeping in.
You'll feel the darkness flowing
through some cuts really deep within.
You've come to find the world
too dreary.
To have stayed this long, feels
waste of soul.
Will raven's croak stop this scary
dream
or will your
demise be whole?
You've come to find your
soul apart
tonight a deed has to be done.
A shattered heart is still
a heart
For deciding your fate you are
the one.
You´ve felt the wind of rope
the wintry breath of grim.
You've seen the final piece of hope
that's lost in night so dim.
.....
ode to hip hop
I've decided to take destiny into my own hands
You probably can't understand but for me life is bland
And I have this constant hollow feeling
Days are cold, dark and filled with sorrow
Raining clouds from under my ceiling
Dealing with it all would take a person very strong
By the time you hear this I will be gone
Along with my existence will be a way of life for many
I gave some substance, knowledge
And in returned was used to make a petty penny
They've defeated my purpose, deleted my work
Cheated me, seated me underground and wound up bringing me to the surface
They corrupted my .....
The look
With Your green eyes,
Take a look inside My eyes,
and tell me
that I wasn`t, just another second prize.
Though, it won`t be much of a suprise,
cause You still couldn`t manage
to throw away Your disguise.
You are so rare
and dear
Stay with me
and be my hun.
-Janek V.
2011